want me

Love me and if you do.. show me. I dont want to live like roommates, always hidden not able to show how i feel or even know how you feel. And the more time you spend hanging out there the more likely you are to never return. Everyday is the last or at least it seems like it could be. I want to feel appricated instead of just being took advantage of.  What does it say about me that i’m willing to put up with so much, trying to have patience but when i dont even get you for a day its hard to understand why i’m bending over backwards to make things easier and your not.  We arent even a couple anywhere, not even in this house when Jr is around. Its hard for you and you try to please us both and you dont know how to handle this life u’ve created.

I sit here and cry cause i miss you and we fucking live in the same house.  I work too much and your too busy to come home and STAY awake long enough to love me. Am i asking for too much to want to see my boyfriend?

dont just be here…… Want Me.