Stress Poops

To say I’ve been stress eating would be a gross (literally) understatement.

I haven’t been too worried about my diet or weight (as evidenced by my lack of Bran’s Blubber videos on YouTube) but these past few weeks I’ve said a big “Eff You!” to dieting and just ate whatever I could get my hands on: takeout, restaurants, fast food, grease, grease, grease!  Chips, candy, cakes, cookies, soda out the yin yang and I haven’t regretted a bite. 

But now I think I might.

I’ve been eating a lot of cheese lately.  I know that stops a lot people up but for me it’s the exact opposite.  Not only have I been eating cheese sticks and cheese pizzas and snacking on string cheese, but I just had some buffalo style spicy mozzarella sticks with buffalo sauce.  So…we have cheese and we have super spicy sauce.  This is not a good combination.

My stomach has been turning flips all night tonight.  Not really gas.  Not really discomfort.  But there’s definitely something going on down there.  A rumble.  A disturbance.

I’m pretty sure I’m going to have an anal explosion at any minute.  I’m just worried it’ll be right in the middle of class…

As for the good news I’m basically finished with finals.  Tomorrow I have to turn in the rest of my essays for nonfiction writing.  Hopefully he’ll let us just leave ‘cause really, why would we stay?  It’s the last day of class.  It’s not like he’s gonna bust out the textbook and make us do a writing exercise.  Ooh, I hope not anyway.  So, after that’s done I can just work on my senior film for the rest of the night.  It’s basically finished but I’m just gonna tweak it to make it look as nice as my ability allows.

This will be my first quarter not having to pull an all-nighter and I love it.  I’ve been around a lot of sleep-deprived kids lately and it’s comical and sad at the same time.  I’m glad I’m not one of them.

Do you know how weird it is to walk into a building when it’s light outside and then come and it’s light again…but it’s light from the next day and you missed the entire phase of darkness?  It’s quite unsettling and it doesn’t help that the animation building has no windows to let you see what’s going on outside.

I still don’t know if I’ll be going home Thursday or Friday.  I’ll probably start packing tomorrow and if I get almost everything packed then I’ll leave Thursday.  If I don’t have time to pack then I’ll have to leave Friday.  It would kind of be nice to spend one more day here, just chilling out, hanging with the roommates or playing some video games, but at the same time I just really want to be home and see my pets! 

I don’t know.  I guess we’ll see what the day brings.

Gah, this dump is gonna be massive.