Answers on Fire

I’ve been listening to loud angry music for a few hours…This is one of the poems that has come from that. 😛

Answers on Fire
 
Can you hear me?
Can you fucking hear me?!
If you can then why aren’t you answering!?
ANSWER ME.
I need to know. Tell me!!
TELL ME THE TRUTH.
Grab my hand and lead me away.
Tell me that it will all be okay.
Say you’ll answer me some other day.
I don’t want to wait.
I’m tired of these games.
Tell me the fucking answer!!
Stop lying to me.
Stop pretending to be someone else.
JUST FUCKING STOP ALREADY.
You’re no better than the others,
Blood, sweat and tears under the covers.
This time I won’t be there.
I’m not wiping your tears away.
YOU DID THIS TO YOURSELF.
Don’t blame me.
You could have fixed this.
You didn’t want to.
I AM NOT A BITCH.
I’m giving you one more chance.
You don’t deserve this.
Are you going to answer me?
It was a simple question.
AM I WORTH IT?
Can you learn from your ways?
Sure I made my mistakes,
But yours are too heavy,
And my shoulders can’t carry
All of that weight.
DO YOU LOVE ME?
Please hear me carefully.
I didn’t say do you love to fuck me.
I SAID DO YOU LOVE ME.
Take your time.
This answer may be your last.
Please don’t say yes too fast.
That automatically means no.
How far are you willing to go?
Are you worth all this pain?
YOU ARE DRIVING ME INSANE.
Maybe I should just end it all,
Maybe this is all my fault.
I don’t really give a shit anymore.
I’ve got a can of gas and a lighter.
I’m burning down your fucking door.
I WONT WAIT FOR YOU ANYMORE.
 
-Kara-