Yeah I stole this too from someone who stole it

I was a bit worried that the wrong people would read into things or jump to conclusions, oh well…………Ever notice the person you could be directing something to usually doesn’t even notice.  LOL

 

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10 things I wish I could say to ten different people right now
1. I am not as dumb as you think.  I just choose to let you believe I am that naïve.  It just is easier then arguing with you and calling you out on all your lies. . I don’t trust you.  I can’t trust you.  You are full of lies and you can’t even remember if something was a lie or not.
2. Let down your walls, life isn’t easy but if you shield yourself too much you will never know true love or happiness.
3. I know you hate me.  I know you are jealous.  I DID NOT STEAL NATHAN FROM YOU!  He was never with you and didn’t want to be with you.  If he had wanted to be with you, he would have let you know!  You asked and he repeatedly told you NO! So why tell everyone I am a horrible friends for stealing him? Knock it off!  Stop pretending to be my friend while stabbing me in the back resenting me for being happy with my husband.  Grow up and get your life in order, then perhaps you can find someone to love you and your kids.
4. Hello I am over here too!!!  Let’s try to not have a one sided conversation for once.
5. My life hasn’t been perfect but at least I learn for my mistakes and don’t repeat the cycle.  Stop repeating the cycle and accept responsibility. Yes you are the reason your life sucks, no one else but you.
6. Stop and listen to yourself.  You are not making any sense.  Sure it sounds good if you rationalize it that way but you are causing more harm by making excuses.  I just wish you would see that.
7. Yes I know you have been through a lot, but stop acting like you are the only one suffering.  I have

been through far worse than you but you don’t see me letting that ruin my life.  I GOT HELP AND SO SHOULD YOU!
8.  REALLY?  I mean REALLY?????
9. Shut up for once and actually LISTEN!  As in don’t interrupt and don’t be thinking up your next argument.  JUST LISTEN FOR A FEW MINUTES AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS BEING SAID!
10.Don’t pretend things are better than they are.  Life isn’t a competition and you aren’t a failure for struggling.  We grow stronger from our suffering and by allowing others to help we get the support we need.

Nine things about myself
1. I am a survivor! 
2. Integrity is something I value in myself and others.
3. I am not always happy.
4. I love to make sweets but I don’t usually eat them.
5. I am married to the perfect man for me.  I did find my life mate.
6. I have worn fake nails for years and took them off the other day…….boy are my real nails a mess
7. I really don’t care what people from other countries think about the health care bill. Do you pay taxes here? No, no you do not. And I don’t comment on YOUR health care system. (stealing from Jules)
8. I would love to be sitting on a beach reading book after book right this minute. (stealing from Jules)
9. I believe in the divinity and miracles of Jesus the Son of God. 

Eight ways to win my heart
1. Reach out to me
2. Make me laugh and show me the good in life
3. Be. Honest.
4. Being sincerely selfless
5. Accepting me as I am
6. Showing you appreciate me and even the little things I do.
7. Being respectful even when you disagree
8. Practice tolerance. (stealing from Jules)

Seven things that cross my mind a lot
1. I can’t believe Nathan loves me.
2. Am I a good enough mother for Kyle?
3. I use to be so thin and in shape, and why must I struggle so much now?
4. Is this a dream or is this really my family and life?
5. I feel guilty that I am so happy and worry if I talk about it that I am being rude to others not so happy.
6. I can’t believe that I no longer have to worry that I will go without even if we are just scrapping by at times.
7. If I ever did "Wife Swap" the other woman would refuse to leave my life. (stealing from Jules)

Six things I do before I fall asleep
1. Adjust my bed and pillows
2. Take a melatonin
3. My husband tucks me into bed
4. I watch an episode of Mythbusters or something else on tv while in bed.
5. Check on my son
6. Thank God for the wonderful day and pray we all sleep well.

Five people who mean a lot to me
1. My son
2. My husband
3. My family
4. My friends
5. You the one reading this!

Four things I’m wearing right now
1. Purple fuzzy socks
2. My husbands black tshirt
3. Brown stretch pants
4. Panties with lil flowers!

Three songs I listen to often
1. Dream On by Aerosmith
2. Wild Child by Enya
3. Shine by The Newboys

Two things I want to do before I die
1. Go to Disney World
2. Travel to Ireland

One confession
1. I am by far my own worst critic and harder on myself than anyone else could ever be.  It isn’t easy for me to not expect perfection of myself but I am learning that it is ok to be human.  It is ok to be vulnerable.