loopy

I’m loopy on Vicodin right now so pardon if the entry strays or rambles.  

I’m feeling better, aside from the Vicodin, seriously I’m feeling better.  I’m lethargic as heck though.  I have big plans.  I want to clean out my closet soon but before I can do that I have to take stuff out and put it in the basement.  I think I’ll need a label maker though to put on my stuff so it doesn’t get mixed up with other stuff in the basement.  Things to think about.  We’ll see.  Mom is going through her closet and gave me some stuff out of it   I need to go through my clothes and start getting rid of or altering stuff that doesn’t fit anymore.  And by alter I mean make t-shirt art.  Have you ever done those books like 1001 things to do with a t-shirt?  The ideas are really good.  I’ve made some really cute club shirts from old ratty t-shirts that were about a dozen sizes too big.  And a lot of them are really easy, like they don’t require any sewing!  So I have some graphic tees that I’d like to alter and turn into club shirts or something.  Things to do while Isaac is gone.

Speaking of Isaac, I heard from him today.  He asked me about Saturday (I did end up texting him to let him know I’d been in the ER) and said that he’d been pulling really long days again.  C’est la vie.  It wasn’t much but a few lines of texts made my day a lot better.  It meant he was thinking about me and really, that is what I signed up for.  Not getting to see or hear from him for days and weeks at a time.  I need to get used to it.  I need to prepare myself for it and not get worked up over it.  This was so much easier in the past.  I guess I really am fucked up from all my failed relationships.  Damn.