TGIF

Seriously, I am so glad it’s Friday.  Going out for a friend’s birthday celebration after work today.  I get off early (early being 7pm which is kind of effing sad).  I’m off tomorrow AND I have plans!  *GASP*  I know!  Shock right?  Me with plans for a day off that are more than just cleaning.  Which I have plenty of to do tomorrow too trust me.   Lynn (my supervisor/friend from the pharmacy) is going to come over with her boyfriend and her niece to swim in the pool.  

I don’t have any plans except that but since I haven’t done laundry in 3 weeks (yeah almost a month, except for 1 load so I could have clean underwear) I’m starting to run out of things to wear in this heat.  So I need to do laundry tomorrow.  I also need to c lean up my room and I’d like to start putting stuff into storage in my grandfather’s basement so I might take a few totes of stuff over there that has already been gone through and packed up, still stuff from the apartment so it never got unpacked in the first place from 2 years ago!  

Speaking of 2 years ago.  Can you guys believe it’s been 2 years since I graduated?  I can’t.  It’s crazy to think of where my life was at then compared to now.  So much has changed.  Granted a lot hasn’t but some major changes have happened for me.  I think I’ll expand on that in another entry soon.

I am getting the impression that Isaac still has something on his mind that’s bothering him.  He’s been quiet since he left.  He texted me a little bit the other day because I asked him a question but then he just sort of shut that conversation down and I could draw him into a conversation yesterday either.  So I sent him a text last night voicing my suspicion and saying that I would be here to talk when he’s ready.  I’ve sworn to myself that I won’t text him again until he texts me.  It’s going to kill me a little because heaven only knows when I’ll hear from him all things considered.  Even when he was away at training before he’d still text me periodically during the day.  So this is more than just he’s busy.

I don’t know if it’s still an issue with me (or us for that matter) but I’m hoping not and I’m thinking not because we did say I love you again after we were done discussing everything the other night.  He doesn’t seem the type to say it without meaning it.  He even sounded happy while he said it to me.  I guess it’s just a waiting game now to see when he’s going to talk to me and whether or not he’ll tell me what’s been bothering him.  And before you guys ask, no he didn’t tell me before he left either.  We discussed us, and just us.  Our issues as a couple and not any of the external things that were upsetting him although they were spoken of as a catalyst for our issue.  (ie: he needed space to deal with them but didn’t tell me he needed space so all my paranoid reactions flared and caused our issues)  Other than that, nothing.  So I don’t know if it’s the Army, if it’s his unit, if it’s his ex-wives, his sons, personal stuff, finances…no clue.

Oh well.  Enough for now, I have to go finish getting ready for work and grab the stuff I want to wear for tonight too.