tonights the night

I’m going to tell him.

I’ve fallen for this guy and I’ve been keeping it to myself for the last few months now.  

Fear has been the only reason why.  Fear that he won’t return my feelings.  Fear that I’m making just another huge mistake that I’ll regret.  Fear that the timing is awful, I mean, he leaves in a month, that is awful timing! 

I’ve kept quiet.  But the Voice of Reason *evil look* pointed out that in the past Isaac has taken cues from me for how to act (or not act) in our relationship.  It’s possible that he’s waiting for my cue in this too.  Stooopid Voice of Reason ;P lol  Pointing out the things I’m not seeing, what’s wrong with you? lol

So tonight I’m going to tell him.  I’ve already okayed tonight for us to get ice cream.  I figure it’ll get us away from any sort of audience and we can just talk.  I’m not sure yet how I’m going to start the conversation.  

I just hope I don’t chicken out.

Stay tuned to see what happens in our next exciting episode. >_<

Xx