may i? edit

Isaac and I went to see the new Resident Evil today. It was a great movie!! So glad we went.

Today was really super busy at the pharmacy today and I mean, crazy even for a Monday busy. So of course by the time I got off of work I was not a happy camper. I was feeling really nauseas and afraid that I had food poisoning. I still haven’t eaten anything since then and the nausea has gone away but I’m not sure that food would be a good idea either. But because I didn’t feel well I almost though of calling up Isaac and pulling out of the movies. I’m still half burping up food so I know I’m still sort of sick-ish.

But I ended up not calling out and we went and it was a great movie and we had a good time, lots of conversation that flowed pretty naturally. He was pleasantly surprised to find that I could hold an actual meaningful conversation. After the movie we went to the Starbucks up the way and talked. We wanted to talk more so he came back to my house and we proceeded to talk and hang out for another 4 hours. We were a little cuddly towards the en d of the night. I walked him to the truck so he could go home finally and we’re hugging goodbye and he take my face in both his hands and says "May I kiss you goodnight?" HOW SWEET IS THAT!?! It was so gentlemanly and so cute and so *squeeeeeee* I felt so…princessy because he asked. That was it, just the one kiss. It was….good. I’m definitely ending my manic Monday with a smile on my face as I go to bed.

Bring on the week. I like it so far!

Ok, I might not like it so much tomorrow. If (and I mean IF) I see Kale tomorrow I’m going to have a talk with him about the way things are going. Not just because of Isaac, this has been brewing for a while and my regular readers know it has. Isaac is just sort of the catalyst to stop avoiding the reality of the situation and hoping ‘it will work itself out’. Let’s be honest guys, nothing ever just works itself out and I was dumb for hoping it would. The man just doesn’t act very involved or motivated other than that stupid house. Even to be friends, I’m not going to do everything! It’s not fair to me; I have enough on my plate without having to make our friendship work. So! Next time Kale and I are hanging out, that’s the goal. Talk to him about this nonsense.

Having said my piece for the evening, I’m going to head to bed. =)

*edit*

I don’t feel like writing a new entry for today because I don’t feel I have much to write about. I got my tire fixed, my nails done, got some food, working on laundry now. I don’t feel like I accomplished much with my day off but it’s not over yet. Hopefully I can get some stuff done this evening.

I feel like writing more about Isaac but not sure what to write. Not that I don’t have stuff to write, I do, but…I don’t know. I am not sure I guess what i want to actually share. I think part of it is because I’m still not sure what to make of last night. It wasn’t supposed to be a date but it definitely seems like it turned into one.

He was such a gentleman; it was weird for me. I’m not used to it which is really sad. He opened doors for me, including the truck door, all the time! He paid for my ticket and my coffee without my asking or saying anything even though I was going to pay for both myself. He didn’t try anything, he helped me getting in and out of the truck. He was a true gentleman! I loved it! I already mentioned the asking permission thing. It still makes me all giggly to think about. It was just so…different from what I’m used to encountering with guys. It’s nice.

He texted me goodnight. He texted me again just now to ask how my day was. Very nice. I like this friend of mine so far.

Didn’t hear from Kale today, at all. Why am I not surprised? 9_9

Ok so Isaac may be coming over to watch movies tonight. Hm, guess we’ll see.