it’s called karma edit

I went over to Kale’s last night. We ended up having sex. I let it happen because he wasn’t as aggressive last night, actually he was fairly passive until I made it known that I actually wanted it to happen. Then the aggression came back out, though it was still a lot more calm than it has been in the past. It was worth it though; it was great sex that’s for sure and absolutely worth it.

I did tell him that I actually like him. I asked if he liked me too. He came out with being a commitment-phobe and how his last girlfriend was 3 years ago and some nonsense. I was caught off guard because of course it’s not like I was asking him to marry me, I wasn’t asking to be his girlfriend. I just wanted us to be open, on the same page. We hung out again today, just 2 friends having fun. He came over and swam and he was here for hours. There were a couple quick kisses and a little goofy messing around (like humping me and making silly come-on lines). He initiated pretty much every kiss which was kind of weird. We’d be talking or something and (if he wasn’t already close to my face) he’d lean in and pucker his lips. Which was goofy and weird but kind of cute too I guess.

Then I was talking to Little today on webcam and Quinn decided to IM me too. Things were fine, the usual awkward "Hi, how are you?" and idle stuff like that. Then he starts whining about his ex (the girl he started dating which was the reason things went all downhill with us anyway, yeah, they broke up a while back) about how she didn’t make any time for him and that’s why they broke up. He said "I know she’s busy but really if you want to do something you will make time for it". Yeah I know that feeling. >_> Said that to him too and that was basically the STFU move of the night. This my friends is called karma so have fun with that. ^_^ He did to me what this girl has basically done to him and I won’t lie, I have gotten momentary joy and amusement from it. So sue me.

I have to work tomorrow for a few hours. Then I’m off Thursday. Kale and I made plans to hang out Thursday. He is supposed to be making me mac & cheese. See he had mac & cheese a few nights ago and I have been craving it since and it’s all his fault. So instead of me going out and buying some he is just going to make some for me Thursday. He makes his with spices and stuff so we’ll see how that turns out. I like spicy food and all but not sure how I feel about messing with mac & cheese, haha.

*edit*

I just remembered an exchange today between me and Kale. We were discussing the sex last night. The man talks dirty and I’m not used to it at all. It actually kind of embarrasses me, both because I was raised to be prim and proper and because I’m just not used to it and so I don’t know how to react to it. Well it came up in the discussion and so he came up to me (we were swimming at the time) and he pulled me close, nestled his lips right next to my ear and started whispering about how I would learn to love it and my ‘sex vocabulary’ would improve with practice, etc. No lie, I was getting a little turned on just by the way his voice sort of rasped in my ears, it went straight down my spine and made me quiver. I’m all twitchy just thinking about it.

I think I could get used to this whole truly dominant Alpha Male thing he’s got going on. If this man doesn’t stick around I now know what I need to look for in a lifelong partner. It’s being added to the list of "Desired Traits". End of story.