harumph

I suppose I should stop talking to men at the rate I’m going. *sigh*

Yeah, Kale has been a jerk for almost a week now. I have tried to talk to him. I wanted him to have the chance to give me a consistent response. The only consistency is the sexual undertone. He came out to Grady’s with me Thursday night and played at being ‘my man’ because some of these guys were hitting on me. He gave me one light kiss the whole night up until we were leaving when he tried to give me a knee-weakening kiss (I say tried because he was doing it to prove he could elicit a reaction and I purposefully didn’t let myself react). He came out Friday night too. Again, there was the back and forth mixed signaling. He spent half the night not talking to me but also protected me when some drunk guys were trying to hit on me as I was leaving. I don’t know. I have not spoken to him since Friday night. He couldn’t give me a consistent signal of even wanting to try and be my friend then screw it. His only consistency was his interest in sex and I’m looking for more than that.

Oh well. I should have known better. I am learning, I just have to keep learning I guess.