an hour

So I have an hour before I have to leave for the pharmacy.

I realized today I have been off of my birth control for about 2 months. I need to get back on that or at least make sure I have a way to get back on it. But then I stopped taking it for the same reason I really don’t need to worry right now about getting back on it. I’m not having sex. I also am not having the major cramps I used to have and I’m regulated which were both problems when I got on birth control years ago and were factors in being on it even when I wasn’t having sex. Right now there is really no need for me to be on it that I can think of. But at the same time I’m kind of a problem child. Much as I vow to be celibate the reality is that I’m a sensual and sexual person. I mean look at me and Doug. The chances of us having sex are not precisely slim. They’re pretty good odds but I fight them every time we enter that territory. So I might need to get back on my birth control soon just to be safe. But then my prescription is also up in August so I’ll have to look at either shelling out a lot of money for a check-up with my old doctor or find a free clinic around here. Ugh.

I have to work 7 hours today and then I am off tomorrow, then another 7 hour day Wednesday. I close the store Thursday and then I’m off either Friday or Saturday and working whichever one I’m not off on haha.

I have no plans for this week, like at all! And it’s weird. Well no plans other than a tentative plan to watch movies with Doug at some point this week when he gets his schedule. But even so, that doesn’t really count I guess since we don’t actually have a plan for it. Hm, yeah, I’m boring. Haha.

Okay, have to get in the shower and find something for lunch before I have to go.

Really hoping I hear from Doug tonight, if only because I’m off tomorrow so I don’t have to worry about being up late or anything. Probably won’t happen though.