dream *edit w/ comments*

 So some of my older readers might remember me saying that I dream rarely and even more rarely do I remember a dream for more than a few minutes after waking from it.  I had a very distinct and vivid dream a few nights ago, specifically Saturday night.  I don’t remember all of it, only bits and pieces but what I do remember is vivid and some of it disturbing/thought-provoking.  And I feel like sharing/dissecting my dream so what better place to do it.  I will write the scenes, be warned, some adult content follows.

• I remember being in a house with a bus in the garage and some people wanted to rent/borrow the bus.
• I remember these people ended up being rebels or outlaws or something of that kind, it was never really specific.  The only thing I can remember about them is that they were at war with someone else, either another group or some kind of organization.
• There was one member of the group that I was physically attracted to and we ended up having sex.  A lot.  A whole great big lol
• One scene that I remember very distinctly with him and I is we are sneaking through a house trying to find a private place to hook up.  We end up in this giant bathroom (like a bathroom as big as my actual bedroom) with a giant tub, the kind that look like an antique with the claw-foot stands and the spigot comes up on a pipe that is over the bathtub rim and not int the bathtub.  I remember we locked the door and were taking off our clothes and someone was moving in the bedroom attached to the bathroom.  He and I started kissing and then we were 69-ing and then were having sex.

BREASTS: To see breasts in your dream, symbolizes primal nourishment and your need to be nursed and care for. It represent motherhood, nurturance, and infantile dependency. Alternatively, breasts represents sexual arousal and raw energy.
Seeing naked breasts can also denote a feeling of exposure and invasion of privacy. In particular, for a woman, the dream may indicate anxieties about becoming a woman/mother.
My take: Um, yeah the whole wanting to be cared for probably comes from my complete annoyance with the fact that I am having to be the grown-up in my family lately, I am not nor do I want to be a mom right now.  And probably that I’m not getting as much sex as I’d like, particularly the 2 days prior to this dream.  haha.

NAKED: To dream that you are naked, denotes the fear of being found out and exposed about your activities and misjudgment
To dream that you suddenly discover your nudity and are trying to cover up, signifies your vulnerability to a situation.  To see a naked person in your dream and you are disgusted by it, signifies some anxiety about discovering the naked truth about that person or situation. It may also foretell of an illicit love affairs,  loss of prestige and scandalous activities. On the other hand, if you do not have any problem with another’s nudity, then it implies that you see through people and accept them for who and what they are
My take: Um, does it still count if you are both naked and having sex? haha  I guess then it’s the last part.

ORAL SEX: To dream that you are giving or receiving oral sex, signifies your willingness to give or receive pleasure/joy.  It is symbolic of your creative energy and reaffirms that you are headed in the right direction in life.  The dream may also be a pun on talking about sex. You may need to communicate with your mate about your sexual needs and desires. Perhaps you are acting out your sexual wishes.
My take: I do enjoy giving and receiving.  It’s kind of nice to think I’m headed in the right direction with life.  And I sure was having communication issues at the time.

PENIS: To see a penis in your dream, signifies sexual energy, power, aggression, and fertility. To see an exceptionally large penis, suggests doubts and anxieties about your sexual drive and libido.
My take: yeah, sexual energy and aggression, rawr baby rawr!  I found out a day or so later that apparently Quinn is a LOT kinkier than I thought and I am loving it! 

Sex: To dream about sex, refers to the psychological completion and the integration of contrasting aspects of the Self.  You need to be more receptive and incorporate aspects of your dream sex partner into your own character. Alternatively and a more direct interpretation of the dream, may be your libido’s way of telling you that it’s been too long since you have had sex. It may indicate repressed sexual desires and your needs for physical and emotional love. If you are looking for a place to have sex, then the dream may be analogous to your search for intimacy and closeness. To dream about sex with someone other than your spouse or significant other, suggests dissatisfaction with the physical side of your relationship. On the other hand, it may be harmless fantasy. In such situations, you may find that you are less inhibited sexually and you can even bring that sense of adventure to your existing relationship. To dream that you are having sex with an ex or someone who is not your current mate, denotes your reservations about embarking in a new relationship or situation. You may feel nervous about exposing yourself or currently feel a resurgence of those old emotions and feelings that you felt back when you and your ex were together. Believe it or not, it is not uncommon for those who are approaching their wedding to experience especially erotic adventures with partners other than their intended spouses. This may be due to the intensity of your sexual passion with your fiance. It also relates to the new roles that you will be taking on and the uncertainty that that may bring. If you are heterosexual and you dream that you are having sex with someone of the same sex, signifies not necessarily homosexual desire, but an expression of greater self love and acceptance. You need to be in better touch of your feminine or masculine side. To dream that you are the opposite sex, suggests that you exhibit or need to incorporate those qualities of the opposite sex. Ask yourself, how do you feel being a man or a woman? In what ways can you incorporate those feelings into your waking life
My take: Again, repeating theme, when I had this dream I was very unsatisfied physically, haha.  And I was waaaaymore sexually extroverted in my dream than I ever am in reality.  So I’ve been doing what the guidebook says and trying to take some of that adventurous spirit to my reality.  Might I add, working out GREAT!! haha

Undressing: To dream that you are undressing, suggests that you need to reveal your true feelings and be open about them.  Alternatively, it indicates your connection with your sexuality. To see someone undressing, indicates that you need to be aware of other people’s feeling. If you are undressing someone else, then it suggests you are trying to gain a better understanding of that person.
My take: Not sure what to make of this one.  I know I repress a lot of my feelings, so undressing myself, being undressed by and undressing someone else are all sort of valid right now.  Although, the fact I didn’t know the guy in my dreams might mean that I feel like I am trying to gain a better understanding of men as a whole.  I mean some random, faceless guy (yes faceless, I do not remember his face if I saw it at all in the first place) could represent men as a whole just as easily it could rep Quinn or any of the guys I know.

House: To see a house in your dream, represents your own soul and self. Specific rooms in the house indicate a specific aspect of your psyche. In general, the attic represents your intellect, the basement represents the unconscious, etc. If the house is empty, then it indicates feelings of insecurity.  If the house is shifting, then it suggests that you are going through some personal changes and changing your belief system. To see an old, run-down house in your dream, represents your old beliefs, attitudes and how you used to think or feel. A situation in your current life may be bringing about those same old attitudes and feelings. Alternatively, the old house may symbolize your need to update you mode of thinking. To dream that your house is damaged, indicates your waking concerns about the condition of your house.
My take: I think I need to get more specific with this one.  This was just a general term I looked for.  What I saw was an old but not delapidated kind of a farm house, not a house I’ve ever lived in.  It was old-looking but not in the ‘god this house needs a makeover way’ more like just an older style if that makes sense.  Also, the only room I remember from the house was the kitchen which was not included in the description.  The house wasn’t empty, it was lived in.  So this one I may have to come back to later.

Backyard To see the backyard in your dream, refers to the secrets your are keeping. There are some aspects of your life which remain hidden from view. Alternatively, it represents poverty.
My take: I was looking from the kitchen into the backyard where the garage was with the bus inside of it.  And yeah I keep lots of secrets, and oh yeah, I’m broker than a $2 hooker right now. hah

Bathroom: To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself".  Alternatively, it may symbolize purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.
My take: Sex in the bathroom probably doesn’t quite fall into this category, haha.  But it might.  And well sex in a bathroom seems pretty instinctual urge to me. *G*

Battle: To be in or see a battle in your dream, suggests that you are overworked. You need to give yourself a break. There is a conflict between your rational thinking and your irrational impulses. Alternatively, it represents eroticism. You may be overly stimulated or you are trying to suppress your instinctual urges.

Breakdown: To dream that your vehicle breaks down, suggests that you may be pushing yourself too hard and going beyond your limits. You are in danger of driving yourself toward physical difficulties, hardships, and even illness.  You need to take better care of yourself or reevaluate your choices and alternatives.
My take: The bus broke down.  Oh yeah, this one of all of them, makes a shitton of sense.

Search: To dream that you are searching for something, signifies the need to find something that is missing or needed in your life. You may be searching for love, spiritual enlightenment, peace or even a solution to a problem.
My take: Makes sense considering the crappy mess of my life lately.  For every step forward I get I get knocked 2 back.

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