a trend?

So I went out twice this week now.  I went to karaoke here in town on Tuesday night and then I went out again tonight.  Granted tonight it was not for long at all.  Joyce and I were there maybe an hour to hour and a half.  I sang one song and had 2 cokes.  I was asked to sing again but I was pretty bored and tired so I decided against it and we left.  

Things are getting better slowly.  I put my resume on a couple of those job websites this week and applied for some jobs.  Haven’t heard anything back yet on any but it’s ok; it’s only been 1 day now.  Hopefully I’ll hear back about something soon.  This whole not-working thing is getting on my last nerve.  I’m trying not to let it get me down but…it’s hard.  I’m tired of feeling so useless. 

*sigh*