it lives!!!

LMAO!

I’m doing pretty good in case you can’t tell by the fact that I started off the entry with a running gag.  I’m not super-fantabulous or anything but I’m pretty darn good.

The presentation went alright.  I think we’ll at least do a good grade.  I have to do a page-long summary of my research which shouldn’t be too hard, I mean, shoot it’s a page!  That’s it?? Pffffft.  Much easier than the 9-10 page paper I have due in 2 weeks that I have no real idea what I’m writing about.  Thankfully it’s on a subject that my professor isn’t familiar with so I should be able to b.s. at least some and get away with it.  ^_^  Yay for b.s.ing!!!

And as far as relationships and whatnot go they’re sailing along pretty smoothly.  B and I officially been ‘seeing each other’ for over a month.  I know most people don’t get excited over that but even that is quite an accomplishment for me!  Usually any kind of attempt I’ve made at a relationship ends up either fizzling out or just backfiring like crazy by now.  Either I’m bored with them or else they have some terrible flaw that I just can’t get past or else they’ve done something to piss me off.  Yeah you can see a habit here of me being the one to say "You know what, this just isn’t working for me."  But it’s only a recent habit I promise.  Up until maybe a year ago it really was weird but then up until about 3 years ago I never really dated.  Then again my idea of dating is kind of deviant from the norm.  It’s weird.  Billy Jean and I actually were discussing that today about how we don’t date for the sake of dating, we date in order to find something long-term.  We walk into our ‘relationships’ seeking that.  We understand it doesn’t usually happen that way and it can take a while to find what we’re looking for but that is still our goal in pursuing any kind of relationship which really doesn’t seem to be the case these days.  People date and break up like it’s changing clothes, like nobody’s feelings are getting involved, ever.  *sigh*  But oh well.

So yeah, I had a point to this little schpiel!  LOL

I think B and I are going to make things official and exclusive soon.  I mean, we’ve been kind of discussing it in a round-about way for a week or so now but we’ve both just kind of shrugged and dropped the subject usually.  Last night I was at his place and we were laying in bed watching tv and he said something along the lines of "Have you thought about what you see us becoming?"  I turned and looked at him and went "What do you mean?" because neither of us like getting ambiguous answers but we’re both masters of answering a question without actually answering what was asked. ^_^  He blushed and then in this really really fast rush he blurts out "I was just curious because we’ve been talking about things in a long term but other things we haven’t been and I really like you and I like spending time with you and I could really see us being something long-term and exclusive."  Only it was all in one big rush, I don’t think he ever took a breath while he was saying it.  I had to make him repeat it to be sure I understood him.  LOL.  But with all that’s going on in his life right now (he’s possibly going into the military) I told him that honestly I didn’t know if I saw it.  Because if he does go military the closest bases are even further away from me.  As it is we are roughly an hour apart at all times, an hour from University and an hour from home, he’s roughly right in the middle of the two.  But if he goes military all the bases, ports, whatever are minimum of 2 hours away, a lot of them are more than that. : (   If he thought we didn’t see much of each other now, then we’d never see each other after that.  But later I ended up telling him that I really do see something with him, and that I could even try to put up with the military if it came to that.  He seemed pretty happy about that but again, nothing official yet.  I may be going to see him tonight.

I had planned on going home today after lab but my lab ended up running almost an hour late so instead of getting out at 4pm we got out at 5pm.  I haven’t even started packing.  So I knew I’d be here until 6pm if my lab let out on time but since we ran over I wouldn’t be getting packed until 8 or 9 maybe.  And I already have a hard time staying awake during a 2-2 1/2 hour drive (car rides make me very sleepy) during the day but at night I start zoning out so much faster that by the time I’ve been driving 1 hour I’m ready to pull to the side of the road and take a nap.  Since B lives right between the two I figured I’d head over to his place about 10pm or so (he won’t get off work til 11 but I figure if I’m really that early I’ll just chill at the Walmart or something.  Part of why packing will take me so long is because I’m doing the pre-packing for moving out in oh…about 4 weeks!  Can you believe that?  The semester is over in only 3-4 weeks.  It’s insane to think about.

But yeah, I’m going to try and pack some of my stuff and take it home this weekend just so I don’t have to worry about it so much in 4 weeks.  Although B has already offered to come help me move out and really I don’t think I have nearly as much stuff as I did last year at move-out.  I have a dresser full of clothes, half a closet of clothes, my books, my bed supplies, my bath supplies, my tv, my stereo, my DVD player, my shoes…really that’s it.  It won’t all fit in my car I know that but that’s because I have a little 4-door sedan for pity’s sake.  I’d have at least a little bit of overflow what with the huge bag of clothes, the box of bed supplies, the box of bath supplies, and the other boxes of assorted books, stereo and DVD player.  It’s not a lot it’s just enough that it won’t all fit in my car.  Or at least the odds make it highly unlikely it will fit in my car.  LOL  So I want to pack some of it, I just don’t know what yet.  I still need the electronics, I guess I can pack my booze, my books, and most of my shoes…yes, I said booze.  I still have all that liquor that Angel gave me months ago sitting in my closet LMAO!!!

Oh well, if I’m going to do anything I’d better get started on something now.

And everyone wish Georgie a happy birthday!!!!