quick update

Just popping on to let everyone know I’m still alive even if I am having the week from hell.

Sunday I went to oversee a leadership seminar for our fraternity.  I arrived to find that nothing had been set up.  *blink blink*  Ooook.  Go to the office and they start setting up for the roughly 100 people who were there.  Well in the midst of all that I find out that we completely missed our budget Q&A for next year.  Oook, there will now be a fine applied to our budget request.  So on the tail-wind of all that I go to practice with my group for our presentation (which is this Wednesday).  After getting nearly everything I said criticized I was pretty much in tears…again.  I finally got back to my apartment and tried to relax but it was almost impossible because I have so much going on that needs my attention.  So Monday came around and I went to class.  My organic chem professor decided that since we did so poorly on the test he would give us a supplement and lucky us we could work in groups and use our notes but not our books or other groups.  So when was this ‘generous’ supplement due?  6pm that day, 7 hours after he gave it to us. *blink blink*

Basically I had to drop everything else I was supposed to do between then and 6pm in order to focus entirely on the test supplement.  Still pretty much no idea what I was doing but hey, at this point I can’t let it worry me or I will seriously start doing myself bodily harm.

The upside is that B came over last night.  It was stressful on one hand because I know that if he hadn’t come over I’d have probably done more work and I’d be doing more work now but he’s keeping me from being horribly stressed.  He makes me laugh, he holds me, he says incredibly sweet things.  He gave me a stuffed tiger.  He said he trying to get me a penguin but they didn’t have any and they didn’t have a white tiger so he just picked a tiger.  During our zoo trip I revealed my almost-obsession with penguins.  Then there was this white tiger there and apparently that’s his favorite. ^_^  I thought it was so cute.  And of course falling asleep in his arms did wonders for my nerves.  So even though I have a shitton to do today I’m not nearly as panic-stricken as I was a few hours ago over it.

*luv ya bunches*

PS—the line from my last entry is actually a line from the movie.  It’s in one of the deleted scenes where Nancy (Idina Menzel) is talking to her assistant about how she’s not looking for a prince charming to sweep her off her feet and how she gave up on that dream a long time ago and her assistant replies "You know what I think?….I think you’re a hopeless romantic who’s discovered that romance is hopeless."  And I just thought that line pretty much summed it up nicely.  lol ^_^