December 18, 2001

Florida is the most disgusting place I’ve ever been. That’s saying a lot considering where I grew up. I hate and despise this place more every single day.

I love the beach. I love the sand. I don’t even mind the weirdness of fish that always seem to nibble at me or the wildness of the Everglades and the incredibly creepy things that dwell within.

But I abhor this state.

And I’ve only been here for a month.

Mark and I cannot get along lately and I know a large part of that is because I’m being a ridiculous bitch. I’m a bitch because I’m so unhappy here. I want to leave. I’m looking at Northern CA, Denver and Minneapolis. Minneapolis is fun and I love being around Joe. He’s a good person and good friend who is never disrespectful. I know he’ll end up staying there in MN with the Twins. It’s too cold though. I doubt it’s a real contender.

CA is so liberal I would probably kill someone. Though Denver is becoming nearly as bad. Every other person in CO. is a CA. transplant.

Maybe it will be none of the three, but I know for sure that I won’t stick around here.