August 20, 2011-

Ohhh Kosei… He’s gorgeous, he’s too smart, he’s charming and charismatic and ridiculously exciting and fun. I asked him what he wants. “Love and simplicity”, he said. He said he wants to be married and start a family. I told him I don’t believe him. He laughed and told me to marry him and find out. After spending more time with him, I do believe he’s looking for a wife. What I’m not sure of is if he could be happy with the same woman forever. That is to be determined, I suppose. Although, it doesn’t really matter because that woman won’t be me.

He goes through stages where I’ll hear from him several times a day for a few days then nothing for a day. Then, again with the several times per day thing. This annoys me so I ignore his calls and texts for a couple of days. He finally says, “You’re impossible to reach.” I tell him, via text, that I’m not interested in seeing him anymore. He doesn’t miss a beat, “You and I want the same things. You like to cook, I like to eat. You want a family, I want a family. We get along well, we agree on most things, you’re exceptionally intelligent. I am busy with my business and can sometimes get lost in a tunnel when I focus too hard, but don’t mistake that for a lack of affection for you. Spend 30 minutes with me today, just 30 minutes, and if you still feel the same way then we can go our separate ways.” I think about it for a few minutes and just as I’m about to respond, he calls and says he’s outside. Face to face he is impossible to resist. One smile and I melt easily into his arms. One kiss and any hint of irritation I felt earlier is gone. He has succeeded in pacifying me for the time being so he leaves and goes back to… whatever it is he does all day.

He has me and he knows it.