To Mike

Hey Kido,
         Everything is going ok i guess you can say. Amy and I are spending the weekend at your place again this weekend. I broke down a couple of times already but amy talked me down 🙂 I talked things over with Jess and she is cool with amy and I putting cash into  mikeys school fund. There is not alot going on around here. We are just going on with our lives the best we can. There is alot of pain and hardship around but we are still breathing so I guess that is ok for now. BSG is on tonight I will watch it on let you in on what is going on there. As soon as mikey can work me in we will watch that hulk vs dvd and I will let you on that too 😉

A guy at jess’s work was talking to her while mikey was around. Just a friend but mikey hit his hand to his fist and said ‘He better not think hes going to replace my daddy." lol I love that kid.. hes going to take care of all your light work since your not around to do it…I dont know kido. I just never knew what pain was until this happened. The fucked up thing is you would have been the only person I would talk over something like this with.. I miss you so much lil brother. They say this is supposed to get easier but as time goes on its gets more real not more easy… Dream a good dream for us lil brother..

all my love

billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."