To Mike

Hey Kido,
             Well Mikey was a lil sicker then we thought. He had a fever again this morning so Jess took the poor kid to Patterson and we found out he had a sinous infection and bronchitous. I know spelling all wrong but you get ideal. So now he is on some meds and resting. Good side bad side hes not missed any school because due to weather it has been closed but the poor kid has not been able to go out and play in the snow either. I guess you have to take the good with the bad sometimes. Amy blames me for mikey being sick because when he slept with me I kept the vent closed and it was super cool in that room 🙁 mean old amy..

Mom told me today I need to stop being so down on myself because I was a really good brother to you. I dont know noone knows where I am coming from with this. I know, not to sound conceted, that I was a good brother to you. I mean I never knew another set of brothers or sisters or anything else for that matter as close as we where. Its just I miss you and Im hurt and angery and if I have nothen to lash out at then I guess I will lash out at myself. I dont know kid. I think I have lost the ablity to plan. I mean before I always had all these thoughts going thru my head and now I just dont care about anything. I gave jess 5 bucks toward all the cool-aid that was yours that mom gave me. I felt like a thief everytime I took a drink. I feel better about it now but I would rather you be drinking it 🙂 I love you brother dream a good dream for us.

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."