To Mike

Hey you :P,
                  Well amy and I are back home. Mikey slept with me last night on the air mattress. Well I tried to sleep but mister talky talk wanted to go all night long 🙂 Amy Jess and Mom came in to yell at us to go to bed. I think he gave up and went to sleep around 230 or so.. By the way Amy got him hooked on Sweeny Todd, a musical, he loved it believe it or not. I think it was all the killing and people getting made into meat pies and eating. Anyway he just had to hear me sing and of course my singing voice and i quote "Sucks because its to low" I told him once he starts growing hair on his wang his voice will go deep too. Lil fracker..lol… We also talked about mortal combact and cartoons of course.. At one point I woke up laying on my back and he was asleep sitting up and leaning back on my belly grinding his damn teeth.. Damn thats the harshes damn sound on this planet brother!!

Dad is going to see a counclor(sp?).. I hope talking it out with someone will help him brother because he is takeing this so hard at times. I really think it would have been easier on everyone but amy if it was me and not you. You where the baby and you where liveing with them. Your absence is just so in their face everyday. Ah damn brother death is so much easier then living. I can say I no longer fear death brother and part of me looks forward to it because I know either I will see you again or it will be just plain blank nothen you know. Either love or no pain I can take either one right now…

Ahh damn man. Well I bought some more books with the money you gave me for christmas. Thankyou again. I miss you brother. I miss you so much.. Dream a good dream for us.

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."