To Mike

Hey lil brother,
                     Its cold again. Got to love missouri, if you dont like the weather just wait a day or two and it will change 🙂 Mikey is back home. He spent the weekend with Rich and Sue. Moms friend at work made him a necklace and blanket with your pictures of you on them. He loves them both of course.. Still not getting alot of sleep myself. Keep seeing you when I close my eyes and it all comes flooding back again. Amy is going to drug me she said. I told her no you know how I hate takeing meds. Going to try to get her car into our guy to get it fixed on wensday. Dont worry Im still coming out to see you. We wont drop off her car until after she gets off work. The new BSG is only 11 days away now. Woo Hoo 😛

I have been seeing alot more death around. I know sounds weird but hear me out. I am actually reading the stories about people dieing in the papers or listening to them on the tv. Its so easy to to step left and live or right and die. A local guy was working on a car and it fell off its lift and killed him. A lady was driveing home with a car came into her lane hitting her head on. Killing her and the twins still in her belly. The wars being fought everywhere. A bomb goes off killing a dozen but spareing another just a foot or two away. Its fucked up bro. What if you decided to wait until dad got up and rode in with him. Would you both be dead now?? What if you slept in an hour longer. Would the rodes have been a lil better?? Right or left life or death…

I miss you kido. I miss you with every fiber in my being. I love with all my heart and it hurts to live without you in this world. Things just dont seem to make sense or dont seem to feel real. Dream a good dream for us brother..

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."