To Mike

Happy Christmas Eve lil brother!!!  I wish you where here so much. Its going to be hard to have your fav holiday with out you around. I really wish Jess would not give me anything from you only because it is going to be so hard to keep myself together as is :(.. I will be up to see you in about 5 hours or so. Its supposed to be rainy but dont worry about that Ok… 

Jess got a letter from the son of one of your patients. He told about how his dad refused to move to a new home because he did not want to leave you..lol.. He also encluded a check for 250 towards mikey’s school fund.. Wow lil brother you may not have been a better planner then me but you sure where a better person.. I am floating thru life only touching family and a few other but you man you touched so many and helped them all. As Mikey grows I will make sure he knows what kind of man his family was.. This i swear!

Damn man this has been so hard. I feel so lonely with out you. You where my only friend. I hope where ever you are that you have found peace but I dont think there will be alot of that here for a long time with out you. I love you mike I loved you with all my heart. Hey I was thinking once the weather starts getting better I will bring out "Battlefield Earth"  you never finished reading it. So I will finish it for you and read it to you 🙂

All my love

Billy

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"Bare is the back without brother to guard it."