D day..

 Today is divorce day, well it was supposed to be the day i got sole custody and divorced. 

I just checked the queens bench website and the status of it is adjourned and then it says aff. divorce 29th july 2012 – 16 september 2013….  I don’t tihnk i’m getting divorced until September now I am so sad. 

Today was supposed to be the day, the day i got to move for ward with my life. 

I went to Kat and Cliffs this weekend, and their son is on the same baseball team as Terris daughter. Ugh i hate knowing about their life. Anyway Shaun got her whole family to tell them they were cousins  and that her daughter was his "niece"  what a dumb lie. They are dating, and living together why lie? ridiculous. 

When they break up I don’t want to know anything about his life anymore, i don’t want to know if he starts dating anyone i want to be done. If he passes a hair folicle test then whatever all is good but that probably won’t happen. 

I took Karalena to the doctor today and my chub bub is 21.7 pounds… yup she is big girl! but so beautiful, I was told she should model that is such a nice thing to hear. 

I was super tired today and could barely work out it was sad. I only ran a mile (i am normally running for just over 2k about 14mins and i could only run for 11.30 today) i did 30 mins of cardio on another machine and thats it now i’m home. 

I have no other new to report i am just sad that my divorce got pushed back ….. i just want this done. 

later days. 

Chelsea.