07/18/2013

 Sometimes I think i’ll never meet anyone and i’m going to die a lone.. then i cook and i realize that all i have to do is cook one meal and odds are i’ll get married a gain LOL!!! 

I’m still not ready to date, nor do i think of love or have a longing for love, but seriously when i cook i realize that i could have men lined up to marry me… haha… 

yup Rachel Ray and Pintrest have totally paid off. 

I ran a mile yesterday i know thats not much but for me thats huge. I worked out on this one machine for 35mins, and did 40 cals more than i ever and then i ran a mile… i was so impressed with myself. Its so hard for me to breathe when running and i actually did pretty good. I always crank the music up so loud when i run on the tread mill i’m always afraid that i’m that super loud chick running.. you know who i’m talking about right? you can hear that pound when the runner hits the floor…. ugh… i don’t want to be that girl and if i am i crank up my music so i have no idea…. it works. sometimes ignorance is bliss. 

July 29th…. its so near!!! i hope and pray its all over with. 

I made my will the other day! so thats all done, my custody should go to my parents and not SD… Thank God. 

I’ve been applying for full time jobs, seeing if going back to Red River is what i should do or seeing if i should venture someplace new. i want something full tiem and I dont’ like the idea of having to work two jobs… but we’ll see i’ve been praying about it. 

Liam and Karalena are awesome! 

thats all i got. 

chelsea.