sad.

 My 13 year old babysitter stole every single quarter, dime, loonie and toonie i had in my coffee can and left nothing but nickels… There were a few times I would open up the coffee can and think "did i put a loonie in here? i could of sworn i did…  i wonder if .. nah no way, I must of spent it" 

Well I have been at my cabin all week, and a couple weeks ago I had half a can of change, before i left i thought it looked low but just assured myself i was crazy. Well I came home Friday morning, and Samantha babysat a lone that night..  She was supposed to babysit today because Its my parents 35th wedding anniversary and we were all goind out for dinner… I opened up my can to put more change in it and I had NOTHING but nickels… and it was pretty much empty.. the last time i checked it it was half full… and i had NO quarters, no dimes, no loonies or toonies only nickels… it was crazy. it was so empty. 

I showed my family, and my brother was like… umm that was over half full a couple weeks ago (i told him to grab me some change out of it for a garage sale a little while ago… ) 

 Well anyway I walked over to her place, spoke with her mother, showed her the can and explained the situation… then her father came out and he was just stunned… he was like "my daughter did this? are you sure? my daughter?" then he just leaned against his wall and starred off into space just stunned… they promised me she would pay me back.. 

I PRE PAID her for today, so she owes me 20 and then 20 for the can (it was probably way over 20 but for argument sake i said 20…. 

Samatha has now called me twice, left me a message on my answering machine, fb’d me a few times… 

Chelsea I know u do not want to talk to me anymore because of what I did I am so so so so so so so sorry what ii di I know u hate me and I lost the job my mom told me that u don’t want me now more and she told me at 2:00 os3:00 I was crying all day at the mall I know u think im stupid, dumb and I know I am and ugly too. I hate my self for that the kids r like my on brother and sister I will give u that 20 back that I was to baby sit today and 40 because of the money thing please give me one more change to baby sit I will never do any thing like that again plez I love babying them I hate my ugly self u can hate me to if u don’t want me to baby sit anymore plez don’t ask Shelby or kalie that will really hut me more I know I hurt

how sad is that message… 

anyway i asked her to pay me back and we’ll talk later… 

anyway i had a great time at my cabin all week.. 

here are a few pics. 

our country ride.