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Well my weekend was fairly interesting. Friday I worked till noon, went home hung out with Liam, Shaun installed till aabout midnight so it was just me and my lil man. We cuddled all night…. yes I let Liam sleep in bed with me, he just is so big and so cute I want to hold him.

Saturday Liam and I hung out for a little bit, then Shaun woke up and we all went out for dinner, we went to the feast, which is super pricey but their sandwiches are really good and are a decent price, some of their chicken meals are very good too. Liam came with us and he was super well behaved. I brought his orange chair and he just sat in it, ate his peas/apples and had a blast.

Shaun and I dropped Liam off with Chelsea and his gf, and we went to a social. It was a MASSIVE highschool reunion for Shaun and I kept getting introduced to a million different people. Then Shaun was like Hey this is B.J and i’m like holy crap "you dated Karalee…." B.J and I then spent over an hour, discussing Karalee, he dated her right before she died, infact he had no idea she died because she got super sick and stopped answering his texts. He told me this story of how Karale spent the night at his place and she had her wig on, and it was so itchy and he kept begging her to take it off, finally seh listened and he told her to never wear that thing again. As he was telling me this story I remember her calling me the next day and telling me it. I got really sad, I was trying to have fun but I kept looking at my phone, I was going to call Kara but then I remembered I couldn’t.

 Anyway Shaun was really good about it, I asked to leave, and we said goodbye to a bunch of people and then on the car ride home I talked about Karalee, Bj, and Karalee lol. It was nice, but I coudln’t be around all those people anymore, it was just too hard.

On a side note, I have been half asked watching what I eat. I am in no way starving myself, but since i’m pergnant again, I don’t want to gain 50/60 pounds or even 40 again. (but if i do oh well) With Liam I gained 40 and I lost 25 so I still have 15, i’m kinda self concious about it. So I hopped on the scale and with Liam i had already gained around 10lbs by this mark and I haven’t gained anything! I have stayed the same so I was pretty pumped on that. I don’t buy chips, chocolate, or any unhealthy snacks at myhouse, we have popcorn. At my moms, she has mini chocolate bars (her diabetes) chips, those popcorn twists, corn chips (MY FAV!!!) cookies and so forth. So whenever I go there I treat myself to something, mainly because I can’t help myself I have no will power of that stuff, especially being pregnant. I am trying to eat fast food, but I did get a massive mc donalds craving (which i don’t know why b/c i prefer wendys/or a&w) but I got a burger from them, just a jr.bacon cheeseburger. So I do indulge I’m just trying not to go over board like I did with Liam. I’m a big girl.

 Sunday Liam and I went to church and Shaun had to work boo!!! LIam was so good throughout the whole service. My church has lights that flash across the stage and they were purple on Sunday. Liam sat on my lap and starred at the ceiling at the purple lights, at one point he just leaned super far back, had i not of been holding him the way I was he would of fallen on to the ground. He was so happy at service, and just in awe of the lights it was wonderful.

 The message at church was called confu$ed it was a 4 part series on finances, i missed teh first 3 lol but i caught the last one. It really made me think I need to sit down with Shaun and make a buget and get us to stick to it. I am super good with money, shaun not so much. yea i can splurge here or there but if i do splurge its probably only about 2- -30 a month and i don’t think thats a huge deal.. yea thats over 300 in a year but its still not too bad. I know i coudl nip that in the butt if neeeded. 

  anyway i’m gonna sign off now.

Chelsea.