I Took The Chance, Lost. Now It’s Time To Pay!

Thank you for sharing something so personal.

Love that video! Thanks!

Nunzio, if I had arms big enough to reach across the ocean and hug you, I would. This is beautifully written and conveys the mistakes, the hurt, the sadness so well. Thank you for sharing. #Somehow I’m not finding the words I want, to say what I want.#

The tintinnabulation of this entry is heard brother !

agreed with Sophe.. thank you for sharing something so very personal. *hugs*

Love. I like to say it’s the knife that cuts both ways. That doesn’t mean I think it is bad; it just has to be handled very carefully. Thank you for the glimpse of you.

beautiful….. hugs xox

~I’ll be

very moving…..all of this

Forgiveness and respect… such good things.

((hugs)) a glimpse into you..thanks for putting this out there.

RYN – I failed to mention that I HAVE asked him to do specific chores before. Once, as I was leaving for work and he had the whole day off I said, “Hey can you hang up your laundry today?” and he said, “I might consider that.” and then didn’t do it. So I am discouraged from asking now and I suppose will have to resort to demanding. ~I’ll be

I agree with Sophe. Thank you for sharing this. I do hope you are “okay”

Ahhhh…been there Nunzio. I’ve always liked this sing. Excellent.

ryn: He never got lower than 10 feet – which is nontheless completely nuts! (radalt in box on right side of the hud)

R: welcome hoops person. Lol I looked for the electrician guy this morning but I didn’t see him!

Memory lane can sometimes be a hateful bitch. however at the same time you miss, you realize how capable at love you are.which idk about hog but some times I need that reminder.

Hi Nunzio…I fixed the link. 🙂

RYN: Yah, this is the third or so entry I’ve made about OD/DM. They tend ot be popular. 😛

GEaH, ^ Thanks for your thoughts. It was just a momentary relapse, nothing permanent. 😉 (As you know, I can’t respond on your diary so am doing so here.)

R: rofl thanks honey! compliments are flattering!

Pssst! Hey private noter – instead of coming here every 2 – 3 hours to see if I responded to your private note, why don’t you just unblock me and I’ll leave my notes on your diary! Busted! (Can you say, “Site Meter”?) ROTFL 😉 Signed, Ferdinand, *snort* aka,

GE&H – “Do you still actively work ACIM?” – Yep, every day, whether I want to or not! “Anyway, you just popped back into my mind, and then would not get out!” – That’s not the first time a woman has told me to get out. 😉

Ok, I won’t mock you any longer! ^ Just go ahead and wander through my diary, I’ll even turn off all my tracking devices so I’ll never know if, or how long, you linger over my asterisked (erotic) entries. Go ahead … really … see, I’m not watching at all. 😉

GE: I just realized, by making my last note private, you can’t see it! Duh, and *snort!* 😉

RYN: Thank you. I know personally of a family that survived that same illness. I pray Jezebel and her family will fare as well. I have seen that awesome video before. Thanks for posting it again. Be well.

this was a beautiful entry.. Im adding you to favorites and coming back later

ryn: Thank you, kind sir.

Bulls are very competitive. They fight to establish dominance. Generally the bigger the bull the more likely he’s boss. It can be very frustrating when breeding time comes around to have your bulls fighting each other or worse yet suffering injuries so they cannot breed the cows. Cross fence fights and threats of same are no uncommon either.

This was very sweet. Although I’m sure living it was less than.

Baldy is my work best friend. We’ve been friends for a few years and recently with the addition of his girlfriend to his life, we do couple kind of hangin out shit. I had a huge crush on him for a while. He wears a suit and tie, really, REALLY well. *drool*

ryn: well said!

ryn: delighted to! and lol no worries = )

we never forget those we loved with all our heart… no matter what became of that love…. Hugs

[+Pelican] you keep leaving me notes but you are a Friends Only diary and I’m not on your Friend’s list so I can’t respond. 🙁

*hugs* but the hands wanderin kind – not the buddy kind.

Hey it happens…it’s called “LIFE”.

::::::crickets:::::::: You’re a regular riot, Nunz. LOL.

Excllent music choice.

*hugs*

ryn~It FELT good!

ryn: Hah! At least all I was asked was to swipe my stupid discount card! You have any pictures of your neighbor?

ryn: what an awesome note you just left! You’re in insurance too?! What a surprise! Any tips, advice, good stories to share? 🙂 and thanks for the vote of confidence!

ryns: At over 15 million views of that video she has probably already had a million marriage proposals – and she’s only 19! And smart asses say there is no God! Right there is proof – that is no accident.

ryn: THANK YOU.

ryn: LOL well sugar maybe that bump in the night you hear will be me knocking at your door ; )

ryn: Sheesh! Did you notice the legs? *passes out from PLOC* (Penis Induced Loss of Consciousness – not to be confused with GLOC – G Induced Loss of Consciousness)

ryn~Thanks for your note of support. Come back to read my latest.

R: The biggest part of your anatomy should be your brain, or I’m not interested… 😉

r: he did? Lol where did he do that?

ryn: :)… you are the awesome, Nunzio. I did pick up that book.. and thank you for reaching out.

You? What deems you worthy of my attention?

^ No no NO! ^ I’m the Dom, you are the submissive! 😉

R: being worthy of attention has nothing to do with dom or submissive, love. LOL

Annnnnd, one more thing… I especially liked when you called out how long people were looking at a page or reading in general. I’ve thought about doing that sort of thing to, but I have never gotten around to it.

ryn: The elliptical is pretty big, and the model doesn’t do a thing for me. I had my own Susan Glenn – Audrey.

RYN: Yeah, that prostate gland makes a big difference in men’s orgasms, doesn’t it? This entry of yours resonates with me. Sometimes even though you still love your ex, you know it would never work out because that time passed. I still love mine, but the love is in the past, and I could never live with him again (or trust him). People don’t understand if they’ve never lived it.

Heh! You noted before I got my babes d’jour up!

rynrmn: And Autumn is from La Jolla!

ryn: Ah, but I actually did. The hottest little Texas tornado I have ever seen. We qualified as lifeguards together. Her dad was the wing commander when my dad was stationed in northern Maine. You didn’t think I made that name up, did you?

I’m torn about you Hon because I like you and your input. I certainly don’t want to discourage your participation. So I guess you may continue.

ryn: That note made my DAY. And it gives me encouragement.. because right now I need it. 🙂 You’re always honest.. and I know when I’m not seeing something, you’ll say it. It was truly awesome. thank you for taking time out of your busy day 🙂 *hugs*

ryn: Some weird OD idiosyncrasy. It embeds Klingon every time I go in to edit a misspelled word in an entry – I finally gave up trying to fix it.

Ha! Thanks for stopping by. 😉

After winning the first two debates and taking the lead in all the important polls 60 percent of people in a CNN survey said Romney was capable of being commander in chief, accomplishing a key goal for the American electorate.Who won the 3rd debate on Foreign Policy? who the hell cares,it’s the economy stupid!!!!

Laura RYN: Tsk, tsk. Haven’t you learned basic debating skills? That is, argumentum ad hominem attacks are prohibited and the basis for disqualification of the user! Otherwise, thanks for your thoughts.

RYN I admit I normally do not like group thinking, but it was too tempting this time 🙂

RYN: The DM knows about entry creation error and the related bookmark issue. As a work around, update the entry and change the title, and it should update in bookmarks that people have you in (it worked for me when I tested it with my test diary). Eric

ryn: Whoa! I’d like to see that from the pilot’s perspective!

Very moving entry – written on my husband’s significant birthday, which wouldn’t mean anything to you, of course… Thanks for sharing your feelings. Also, thank you (belatedly) for your note and the link. I’ve of course also wondered about Republi-cants (Btw, best tag ever! Expresses their petulant contrariness in Congress perfectly! Even better than Rethuglicans!) – and what your articlepointed to is expanded more thoroughly, as far as I’ve gotten, in a good in-depth reporter’s book I’m finally reading: Thomas Frank’s What’s The Matter With Kansas: How Conservatives Won the Heart of the Country, only 8 years after it was written. (I’m slow at lots of things besides noting!) I also follow any articles that point to brain research – seriously – for ways to interpret and overcome this mindless following of incomprensible political nostrums put out by the ultra-right. Maybe one day we’ll have a perfect answer and cure… By the way, speaking of being slow, mind if I ask why no entries since March? No offense, just wondering….

ryn: Bwahahaha! I got on her friends list. Maybe I was the last one!