I have a friend …

*smiles* I don’t know who that was for… but at this very moment, I’ll take it as my own. Thanks

In 8th grade I had a PE teacher who let us get extra credit if we could memorize that poem. Needless to say I got my extra credit, I sure as hell needed it 🙂

that made my day, thank you. Im having a hard time and you always seem to speak right to me. If I knew you in real life, youd be my best friend. and if youd let, my shoulder to cry on

Very nice! I’m sure she’ll appreciate this! Lotsa luv,

i actually have this printed on a small card on my windowsil in the bedroom where i see it every morning and every night. 🙂

Thanks, I needed that…

I love Nunzio. Thank you.

Ahhh. My mum has always had a copy of this posted up somewhere.

There’s one that’s called “Get Up and Win the Race.” Have you heard of it? Meant a ton to me years ago but I’ve lost it somewhere in a move. Take care.

Awesome…….wishing your friend the best!

🙂

Seems like all your readers needed that today:) I know I did.

🙂

Just when I think I want to fuck you, you go and post inspirational poems. Now I just want to beat you until you act like a man … or scream my name.

I have been unable to pull up either website address you’ve recently noted me with. Thanks for trying though! –R

Wait! I got it to come up after all! Thank you, Nunz. I cried. PS: I knew you’d find it for me. I knew you would. –Red

You’re still such a good man… *hugs*

oh i havent heard that in forever i love that poem! that better be a fast talkin little mouse if hes gonna get away LOL

RYN: LOL….she is going to KICK YOUR ASS! Hmmmm……why hasn’t she responded I wonder? Must be at lunch. YOUR GONNA GET IT~!~

**HUGS** nice poem Love, ME xxx

RYN: Dammit man….I am NOT, repeat NOT, wearing those ugly fucking things!

You don’t know me at all if you don’t think I can follow that note up. I simply forgot about it. That’s part of my charm, you know. I’m arrogant, gorgeous, self-involved, eternally horny, and apathetic enough to forget about anybody that isn’t … well, me.

Now where was I? Oh yes, beating you while fucking you. I think I could manage to bite your nipples in between licking, sucking, and nibbling. Do you object to having your thighs bitten as well? That’s more of a challenge, but I figure you’ll need a break every few minutes in order to sustain.

RYN: I did NOT spend $1000 on a washer….it was only $850 ~sticks out tongue~ Besides…that baby spins at 1000 RPMs….so if needed…I can sit on it and take quite the “ride” LOL 🙂

I love that. 🙂

Don’t know if LB30 is going to let you have it, but I will. I’ve been waiting for the opportunity to disagree with you. 🙂 He didn’t just ask, he ran about the house checking for drugs based on observations that amount to exactly … nothing. Touching her nose, closing the closet door, and an energetic personality (imagine that, a mom who has to run around cleaning up after everyone) …

amount to nothing. It’d be different if she couldn’t account for her money or was staying up all night and living off of 3 hours of sleep every night or displayed even one of the common addicted behaviors. As it is, she’s done nothing and he’s jumping to conclusions.

Not saying she should leave him, that’s obviously her decision, just saying that it’d be enough for me to tell someone to piss off and it takes a lot to upset me. You’re right, communication IS important, but so is trust. The three things that led him to suspicion are so outrageous that it’s hard for me to believe that he trusts her. How long should she let him communicate his lack of trust?

I agree with you about 90% of the time. I think you’re level-headed, but I have to wonder if you’re suggesting these women be doormats. Now, I know you wouldn’t recommend them staying in an abusive marriage, but I’m interested in knowing if there are any behaviors you won’t tolerate and why some level of intolerance is hard for you to understand.

RYN: I’m not letting you “have it” Because your entitled to your opinion…I did not blow up at him by the way. We did talk like adults. I was clam, as was he. Bottom line is….he straight up told me that he’ll pretty much always “doubt” me and things about me, as he lets him imagination get away from him too often. That is where my problem lies. I don’t blame him for asking

2. me about it…I would have asked too… The thing I can’t get past is he kept saying “the worst I’ll ever do to you is doubt you” Too me, that is bad enough. I’ve not told him I want to move/end it….it is still in the thought process. I do love him…or it wouldn’t hurt so bad. I just have to decide if I should take this as a sign, with it being so “early” in our relationship.

3. do I honestly want to continue like this….wondering…waiting to see “how” he will take things….knowing he “doubts” me. Or do I want to get out now before it gets worse. The last one is the toughest part…..I honestly don’t know. I do know I’m not doing the “doubt” thing again…did it for 9+ years….am NOT doing it again!

Ryn: Thank you. Oh, and – I would like to come out WEST and visit you. Send me a ticket. : ) (just make sure it’s one way.)

I’d like more flow and less ebb. LOL. Wouldn’t we all?

You mean my talent for swearing? LOL. Well… I got riled!!!

*adjusts skirt demurely over knees* Let is not be said that I’m not a lady.

Ryn: Point(s) taken. Thank you for that.

RYN: good point, I’ll see what I can do about shortening it up a bit….most of it is about past experiences and how they cause my “way of thinking”. But bottom line, he’s still getting it.

Well he doesn’t listen when I talk….what else am I suppose to do…just leave and not say anything…I think he’d probably notice!

RYN: thank you for your blessing.

Ryn: Oh…would you STOP IT??!?!??!?!!!!!! I’m not marrying him. He’s my friend. He lives in Tennessee. I might kiss him…maybe.

I’m working on it. He’s still not convinced that an open marriage is a good idea. Keep telling me I’m right and you were wrong and I am a fucking goddess and I might not care if jackass is okay with it.

Ryn: wow..no wonder it was deleted. o, and you’d be surprised what i can handle.

Ryn: But, but, but…she’s not my sister. Kidding, I hear what you’re saying.

Ryn: I do know right from wrong…but when the band starts playing I am put under some spell. I think I might still be drunk from it. Actually wondering when and/or if it will wear off. I like how he’s clumsy. I like that he hid from me. Need to stop thinking of him as my prey…it just turns me on that much more.

RYN: thank you, DADDY. 🙂

ryn: yeah. and the tirmaisu was GOOOOD. *wink wink nudge nudge* internet man builds castles in the sky. problem is, i like to LIVE in them (withOUT the tiramisu!) thanks for writing–always so great to hear from you

RYN: And your point would be?

ryn: yep, just told her all and more today. wrote about the session in last entry. she says it’s like i’m re-playing a trauma. no time to piece together the puzzle today, but i certainly “fleshed out” lots of related events. you know, i was going through ALL of these events with the previous therapist, but no help.

Now that’s what I’m talkin’ about! =)

I still have this on my window sill. Lol. I still don’t know how to spell ‘windowsil’ ‘window sill’ ‘window sil’. grrrrr. how? how? tell me!!!! 🙂

i remember this poem. thanks for sharing it. it means a lot to me, especially now.