An Invitation – 2 of 2

Nunzio . . . you made me cry. How very thought provoking, and soul stirring. Mine will query those words for many nights to come. Thank you*

wow,thats all I can say *wipes the tears*

Yes, I’ve read this before. And it’s beautiful.

Hmmmm…. makes one think.

RYN: You ROCK Nunzio! Thanks so much! =)

Truely touching. It’s been a while since I’ve been made to think like that. Thanks!

I had this Invitation on my wall for several years…. Says what’s important. Love it

Very nice, sir. Some of the pics aren’t showing, I must add, which at first piqued my curiosity, but by the end, I realized the pictures are purely optional. Thank you for sharing. Have a great weekend!

I don’t know what to say, unfortunately I see myself in some of this, and I’m not talking about the part I’d like to see. I think everyone on here does, whether it’s admitted to or not. The invitation would be something to be inspired by or to something some of us should aspire to be more like, but nobody is perfect. The idea of it is nice. You’d have to be truly comfortable in your own skin

the only part that would be easy would be looking like a fool for love. Who wouldn’t? If they were honestly in love, I cannot imagine one wouldn’t risk that. I look like a fool for a lot less, at least it’d be a worthy cause. I don’t like the Father who smacked his child though, poor kid, and for nothing, just a mistake…

*smiles*… and that is what we should all aspire to.

Wise Words. The wisdom is hard though. It means learning to forgive yourself and the others in your life. It means change that is more difficult than any undertaking and yet gives more rewards that a diamond mine.

well done… well done i say… very tongue and cheek

Thanks for the note. Your diary is full of wisdom. I can relate to the “Invitation” and m in tears while reading it

I love this 🙂 Thanks for much for sharing it, I could only see 2 of the pictures though 🙁

*crying* i must steal this invite, so i dont forget .

That’s so beautiful.

RYN: Soooo u think were hot (naughty grin)

P.S. I printed the “invitation” and hung it up at work. I can’t wait to see the reaction of some of my coworkers. Most of them probably won’t be moved by it at all. But there will be a few that get it. And they will really enjoy it. THANKS 🙂

Lovely. 🙂

RYN~ Naaaaaaahhhhh. I told that nasty-trashy-skanky-ho that she doesn’t go near Heart because that isn’t her place. I told her to back her skank-ass off. Haha, just kidding (sort of.)

ANd concerning this entry, wow. I love it. I can’t see any of the pictures, and a lot of the font is messed up. I get a funny feeling, though, that your mention of the beast known as insecurity was hinted at me?

RYN: Double teaming…Hmmm Well, no that wasn’t it…but that is something to think about (wink) I wasn’t having a very good night last night. And I wrote about it privately…and need some straight up, none sugar coated advice. You were the 1st person from diary I thought of! I have since gotten it under control, but save my info incase you want to “Play” (giggle)

Don’t save her info, she’s no fun, lol…

RYN~ Okay, okay, fine. I can take a hint. But fix the damn pictures, you worthless excuse for a diarist guru! Kidding. Well, not about the fixing the pictures part. Why must you tease me so, Nunz?

RYN~ That’s it, it’s official. You’re a dork. Nah, the red “X of death” is appearing. Oh well. I’ll try viewing it on another computer. And what, you REALLY like me? 🙂

RYN~ I’d say the same for you, but it would go straight to your smaller head, I’m afraid!

RYN~ The links don’t work! Better a machine error than a user error. Hah! 🙂

Solitary moments are a requirement for me.

ryn~Can’t think of why I haven’t noted except that I’ve been doing more writing than reading. 🙂

Oh, Nunz… the glory of accountability that a major percentage of the population will never understand. Not achieve, mind you… because even with awareness it can be hard to achieve, but just to consider valid.. that would be a monumental shift in culture.

Hi sweetie. Hope you’re having a good weekend!

Smooth talker… : )

RYN~ Okay, I see your point. But considering he knows how I feel about the situation, I think it was inappropriate for him to ask me. He had to have known what that was going to make me feel like (I know, I said “make me feel.” Deal with it. Haha.)

I think you think of yourself as some kind of relationship and life guru! Heh. Can you really tell me that when you get cut-off in traffic, you don’t feel irritated? Can you tell me that when someone calls you fat and ugly that doesn’t slightly hurt your feelings? (I’m not calling you fat and ugly, I’m just trying to make a point.) I think you are trying to tell me to disconnect myself from…

my feelings. My feelings are part of who I AM, part of my soul. Telling me I am not allowed feelings is like telling me I am not allowed to breathe (being that I am a very emotional person.) I think it’s misinterpreted; perhaps the message you are trying to convey is that instead of getting bent out of shape about something, handle it in a mature and kind way? I cannot just turn off the switch

on my feelings and pretend they don’t exist. That would be denying part of myself, and I will not do that. People feel, Nunz. When they see a sad movie, they feel. When they get dumped, they feel. How is that wrong? How is that not what is so wonderful about humans? We all have entirely different beliefs, values, and feelings. Feelings don’t just go away…

And that’s one woman’s opinion (I’ve alwatys wanted to say that! :P)

RYN: Nope, don’t think of myself as any guru. Nope, don’t get irritated when cut-off in traffic or when someone calls me a name. Nope, didn’t say DISCONNECT from, or that you’re not allowed your feelings, or that it’s wrong to have feelings! What I said was … Don’t hold someone else responsible for your feelings since YOU give the meaning to all you experience. (Cont)

2 – I know it’s confrontational thinking because to adopt it means we can’t blame anyone for what we feel and “blame” is a very difficult narcotic to give up. Some people find the concept useful and some don’t. I’m ok with it if you don’t. I was just trying to contribute to you. Best wishes,

thought of you: Exploring A Course in Miracles with Jon Mundy Aug 13 – Aug 15–a self-study program of spiritual psychotherapy designed to help us remember God through the gentle release of ego structures. First published in 1976, this modern spiritual classic has sold more than 1.5 million copies. You’ll learn the fundamental concepts in the course and take a close look at its basic metaphysics.

I saw it at kripalu.org class listings. Blessings

Smiles RYN: Yes, Mike always appreciates no panties 🙂

Hello dahling. I was just about to email you. DO you have access to messenger or are you limited at work?

Ryn: Yeah, sure I do. Can you help me? LOL…

Ryn: Don’t I wish. I wouldn’t have let go of him if it was though. No OD for me, I’d have been writing letters from prison to people after he had me locked up, lol…

RYN~ Nope, I left it on private because I couldn’t get the pictures to show up. I’m trying to fix them! 🙂

ryn: *hugs ya*… Smiling as I look at “Don’t Quit” on the wall. Thank you. Inadequate I know… But Thank you.

All I can say is..wow. Thank you. I am just an insecure teenager who knows nothing, and is confused about everything. Thank you for making things that much clearer. 🙂

It matters to me most the time we get to spend together. Even in sharing our pain and our anger. What matters most and has held me the longest to my dearest friend is that even in our differences we are supportive of each other. I would trust with my life and everything I have even if we don’t agree .

I look at shoes at a glance not because I’m calculating your net worth, but to check out how big your feet are. >;)

Interesting read, thanx for sharing it. It brings up a lot of things to think about.

You love that, huh? What else warms you form?

Ryn: I wasn’t trying to flirt. It just happens. Oops! I did it again, lol… No, no Bruce masks. If I’m with someone, I’m WITH THEM. I’m glad you are back on here, missed you. *kisses you back*

This is great. ryn: Thank you for a different perspective. That said, I am still hurt and angry, and completely disappointed…for the hundredth time.

I LOVE YOU!

Well this was a nice entry … The Invitation was just exceptionally well written … I think I shall visit hurr more often, as well … Take care …

Ryn: I will give you the number after you tell me what a paper tiger is…I have so much to learn. LOL

Ryn: It is in my car. I am sitting at my desk at work. I cannot answer it from here!!! LOL. If you didn’t block your number, I’ll call it back in about 1 1/2 hours. Otherwise, call me back then, : )

you never called me back. : (

this is all so beautiful enjoy your diary found you through findingplace

findingout is how i found ya…sorry i typed it wrong

That invitation could have been written by me. It is like you have overheard all my complaints, comments, and advice. I even made up a saying:”I find beauty and release it.” I shortened it to “beautiful release” and tattooed it on my neck in japanese.

I just started my own diary all about sex and my sexual fantasys i was inspired by my first orgasm today. Come note me! give me advice and ideas for my stories! Heather

nice.