out of room

I was told once that I had too much light, blinding, some people couldn’t focus on me. My heart aches and I feel alone, a boy once told me, “I hope you find someone who can love you as much as I do” and there are aching moments where I think I have little birdies sing about the magic that you and me

I could write a million pages about how you can just fit in someone’s arms, I could lay there new york freezing outside us warm and safe locked in each others arms, I would push away stray black hair that blocked the view of his perfect blue eyes.
lose myself in your eyes
Choke my voice Say goodnight
as the world falls apart

I am now a California girl again, crying in my new altima, all dressed up and no where to go. The boy is wrapped up in devil dogs and white castles farfaraway. I can never covey the longing I felt for California when I was there, and now that I am here I long for him..Sometimes when you win you lose.

I drink myself of newfound pity
Sitting alone in New York City
And I don’t know why.

There is no way I could ever be happy there, and I’m not sure he could be happy here..so I weep and hold him at LAX at 4am not wanting to let go..and he whispers “will you wait for me?” “of course I will stupid”

I say with lips pressed tight and tears falling from the corners of my eyes..that he softly wipes away then he vanishes in to security and he’s gone..

These roads go on forever and so do you and I…

theres nothing left of me..don’t make me

*Angel*