get lucky

A beautiful and tragic world this is

a different mind than before

a changing perspective

a girl faced with her failures who once screamed and ran

now standing and counting each one

He is my one unfailure

pure innocent compassion

bubbling happy joy

young naive love

and he doesn’t know the girl that exists here

nothing about dark thoughts and wanting to cease existing

the girl that let herself get garish ugly bruises on her heart

who wasted away an almost turned completely invisible

I don’t know if he should