NoJoMo 23

omnom nom nom marmite toast.

Standby for work again today. I’m going out of my mind.
I decided to take my chances and leave the house after lunch time.
Walked into town.
The city smelled like fresh donuts and waffles from the christmas market. 
I bought the last of Ben’s birthday presents.
Also got some hair dye, a calendar for next year and a few bits and bobs we need round the flat.

I decided to get a knee support. My knee seems to be healing quickly but if I want to skate at practise on Sunday I think it will be a good idea to have a support on it.
Fucking Sports Direct. I hate it in there.
It’s always too hot, I can never find what I need, the staff are rude and it’s always filled with chavs.
And who’s idea was it to put all the supports and ice packs and things for injured people on the fucking third floor in a shop where stairs are your only way of getting up there?!

I couldn’t sleep last night despite the clean sheets and cuddles.
Most of my thoughts turned to roller derby and our grad scrimmage and me still feeling like I don’t know what I’m doing.
My mind was just going "fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck, fuck fuck fuck fuuuucckkkk!" 
I don’t know what I’m panicking about, but I can’t seem to stop.

My mind was filled with thoughts again this morning. 
I lay in bed for over an hour after I woke up. I didn’t even have the radio on. Just lay there thinking.
I was also deep in thought the whole walk to town and the whole walk home.
Right now I couldn’t even tell you what I was thinking about.
I think I’ve gone a bit mental from not working for over a week and not having anything else to do.

I smelled some Justin Bieber perfume today hahahaha.
y’know for shits and giggles.
It smells as sickly sweet as his one liners are. 

Today I went out wearing all of the things I bought for Canada. I forgot it was an English November and not a Canadian December and just ended up getting very hot. It’s a week till Canada today 🙂

Ben gets home from work at 7:30 and I haven’t really got anything to do till then. hhm.
I’m making sausage casserole for supper.
Right now, it’s hot chocolate time

ttfn