NoJoMo 17.5

I’m bored.
And I’m tired.
I should really be asleep.
But I hate going to bed when Ben’s not in it.
What the hell am I going to do when he leaves? 
3 weeks without him. 
I used to find it hard when he went home when we were first going out. 
But this is the first time he’s going home since we moved in together.
I don’t want to tell him how much I don’t want him to go- he’s so excited to spend christmas with his family again.
3. whole. weeks.
I feel sad.
And I feel scared of zombies when I’m home alone.

The run up to christmas has been pretty painless this year.
Usually the tv adverts start in July, the decorations go up in August and the buzz starts in September.
But this year’s been different, It’s mid November and I’m no where near wanting to kill everyone I see.

I was moaning about this whole NJM project and having to write everyday, and here I am writing twice in one day.
like I said, I’m bored.

I really want this:

It’s a giant balloon animal dog statue I saw in Dwell.
It made me so happy.
It still makes me so happy when I think about it.
At £200, it will have to stay in my dreams. Or on my amazon wish list hoping that one day a generous stranger buys it for me 😀

My fern is dying.