what a lovely couple of days

still feeling happy, maybe i’ve finally got out of this depressed stage? or is that too much to hope for? god, i do hope tho…

friday was nice, i finally had the motivation to finish off my essay and practical report, andy did come round to see me in the evening, and we went round to 205 to watch a film and watched scream 2 with great amusement all round

following on with the being honest thing, i told andy how nice it was to spend some time with him and i felt like we hadnt seen each other enough this term, he said it was nice to see me too and i should feel like we can see each other whenever i want  then i talked to him for quite a while, which was nice (especially as tom had deserted me for the football)

we had no food for that evening so i asked tom if he wanted to go out for a meal instead, he said he felt bad cuz that would leave mike all on his own (everyones gone home this weekend), so i suggested we should go with everyone, so we went to 205 again and suggested it and we ended up going out for a lovely meal at spicy sensations, its so cheap and the food is so nice, altho i couldnt eat hardy anything because i was ill, and i got a chance to wear my new dress which was good (despite the inappropriate remarks i got from andy that caused me to throw my ring into the road as i tried to hit him)

then afterwards we went for a drink, only to olives which is a bit crap and i had to pay 7 pounds and five pence for drinks for me and tom (7 pounds!), but it was still nice, me tom n andy talked about life for ages lol, it was really good, and then we came bak here and played mariocart and i actually won a race, yay for me

and then i felt like i was gonna pass out so i went to bed, im so sleep-deprived atm, i sleep fine but wake up really early and then cant get bak to sleep cuz i feel ill

but apart from feeling like im dying, im pretty happy atm

not enough tom in this entry

love u tommy

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