ill
i feel crap, im getting some kind of flu/cold type thing
im fed up with my life, i have too much work and i never get to do anything fun, ive been out 4 times this term (i didnt miss a night out last term) and it doesnt look like its gonna increase
went to bingo last night, seeing andy makes me feel sad, everything feels different now, i dnt feel close to him any more, i guess i’ll just have to wait for him to be drunk and hope he starts telling me how much he loves me again as thats obviously the only kind of connection im going to be allowed with him, i guess thats why im half considering going out tonight even tho theyre going to a place i hate and i feel ill, how pathetic
oh i dnt kno, maybe i should get wankered and rant at him
whatever
fed up with everything
fed up with being sad all the time
meh
be happy. im making you a sandwich. 🙂 love you
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