it’s been one week…

longer actually, but lyrics for titles are getting increasingly difficult
this week i went to zanzibar on monday, that was a really fun night, then tuesday i went to yoga, that was so much fun, it was so relaxing but i was awful at it! on thursday i went to revs with the other house, that was loads of fun, last night i went to madferit with my house, that was shit, actually the night was ok but my night was rubbish, i had an initial shit half hour, then about an hour having a gd time, then about an hour of tom shouting at me, then i left, we had a huge argument, it was horrible but i dnt really want to talk about it, i hate that i make tom sound so bad in here, i love him so much and we’ve been so gd lately and im scared we’re going to start arguing all the time again, i hate it, i walked home on my own last night because i was so upset
im so bored i could eat myself, im truly fed up with my house, mikes a twat, listening to him flirt with ellie is making me nauseous, theyre like a new couple that’ve just started having sex, everything they say is like foreplay, it makes me sick, disgusting, the other house have gone to diwali (mike – "why would i want to go to that?? i dnt even kno what diwali is" how open minded of u!), i wanted to go but tom wouldnt go with me, the third thing i asked him to do with me today and he refused every time, i wish id gone anyway, i really wanted to go but i didnt want to go on my own, tom made me feel last night like im not allowed to see the other house on my own, he makes me feel like im such a bad girlfriend sometimes

im so fed up
and my computer’s broken, fucking thing
i might go to bed and cry read
what a shit entry
im so boring