better
well we talked on msn afterwards.
generally a good conversation
except the part where he said ‘so if andy came onto you, you’d say yes’
my response was ‘fuck you’
i blocked him
i never block anyone
i sobbed for a few minutes then unblocked him
i think my exact words were…
‘in all honesty tom, if he did come onto me, i think i’d probably hit him’
i think thats true
it made me feel better
we made up and he came round
we cried on each other
i love him
i kno he loves me too and thats really all that matters
he said he was really sorry and that he’d treat me better
i kno he’s truly sorry and that he really does feel bad about it
i feel better, in a way we still seem to be grating on one another, but we just need to make an effort
he said he would never walk away from me
atm i really believe him, probably more than i ever have done before
unfortunately i still feel sad
im supposed to be going to my easter ball as a cowgirl
because thats what all my ‘friends’ that i live with decided we should do
now everyone else has pulled out and im stuck with a £6 pink cowboy hat – money i cant afford – so really i have to go
so i have to look like a twat by myself
thnx guys
i dnt even wanna go
and toms friends r annoying me, they stay in every night and then complain about how boring it is
so go out u morons!
we’re supposed to be going out tomoro night because its varsity rugby and red leicester’s on til 4am
now it seems like we might not even get tickets
i will cry if we dnt
i may kill myself