Blow me to you

I am procrastinating big time.  And I feel no guilt, no shame. And that is freeing. lol. Now I am free to do what I am putting off. 

I am just impressed with how guilt, if allowed, binds you up to continue to fail, while grace, embraced, pushes you with a mighty wind to succeed.  Like Aslan blowing Eustace and Polly to their destiny. Ha ha ha. Thanks Lord.

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When I feel bad about failing to do what I or someone else expects me to do I dig myself deeper into dysfunction. The cloud of guilt surrounds and paralyzes me.  In God’s reality (therefore mine when I look up and see it) I am actually not guilty. In fact I am perfect. When looking from behind God’s eyes I have no choice but to acknowledge that there is nothing to see here. Nothing but Christ.  I am flooded with joy. Surrounded by Him. Smiled upon from within. I smile back. It’s quite contagious.

It is then as plain as the nose on my face. If I’m not guilty, I am not dysfunctional. There is nothing stopping me from continuing to walk with and in my Lord. It was never about my ability, only about His vision.

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In Sandy soil I plant this seed, If even only I do heed.

In death is life; won’t be denied, grown by tears of sorrow cried.

The truth is harsh, the babes are dead, I’ll hold mine closer in their stead.

It’s all I have and know to do. I don’t admit those lives are through.

I will not waste this plot of land, it will not wither ‘neath my hand.

Come here my Love, look in my eyes,

Do you know how dear you are to me….?