A little bit of everything.

 

 

 I’m soo tired right now.

I haven’t really been able to think straight. I feel like I have a whole lot of nothing going on right now. 

LIFE: In general life is good. I can even say it is great. I want for nothing and get what I want. It’s a little mundane but at this point in time I think that’s exactly what I need. I keep waiting for my life to start but hell I am a quarter of the way through. It’s time to start enjoying. I still don’t feel like I’m in my permanent place, I mean I don’t feel like we are meant to be in this town, in this house, it all feels temporary, but we’ll make it work.

HOUSE: Well it’s not finished. We still have base boards to put in, touch ups to do, and decorations to put up. I think if I make it look like a home, it will feel more like home.

WORK: Is just that. The same bullshit only different characters. We have new management but the same managing style. They don’t know what they are doing or even care which would be fine with me except that they keep finding ways to piss me off. I ask them over and over again to just leave me alone and let me do my job. Come to me when there is a problem and don’t create any problems, is that too much to ask?

BABY: Well I think my baby is starting the terrible twos early. She has developed quite the little attitude and has learned to roll her eyes. It’s more like looking at you from the side but it still makes you wanna pop her eyeballs out. Where do they learn that? Now any time she doesn’t want to do something she just sits down and crosses her arms. She has been getting her butt popped for trying to throw fits, but I don’t want that to be the go to form of "attitude adjustment". I hate losing my cool with her so I take a deep breath, remind myself that she is a toddler and start over with one step directions and go from there.
Sleep training is still going on. Her crying doesn’t last as long, but she still cries when I lay her down. It breaks my heart but I’m staying strong.

TRAVEL: We took a lovely Valentine’s day trip to visit the Aquarium that the hubby proposed to me at. It did not turn out to be the nice romantic trip we planned it to be. The babe did not sleep at all the night before and was horrible that day. She was tired and cranky and since she didn’t sleep we didn’t sleep so we were tired and cranky. I had 0 patients and although we made it through the aquarium just fine. We didn’t get any of the photos we planned because she wouldn’t cooperate. It was all a blur because I was sleepy. We went to eat and she lost her mind because she was sleepy, we tried to go shopping but she screamed throughout the store. We went to a beautiful museum which she chilled most of the way through but at the end she fell out on the floor and I had to pop her butt, then of course she screamed until we made it outside.

On a side note, this museum was absolutely gorgeous. Even though it was winter and none of the flowers were bloomed, the garden area was beautiful. The architecture of the building was amazing and I definitely want to go back in the spring when all the flowers are bloomed and when we get this tantrum thing under control.

I have to write more often, these dumps end up being way to long.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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