Finding Patience in this Life…

~So this past week has been kinda crazy.  So it appears that I have a parasite living in my stomach that has made me really sick.  But don’t worry I am now on antibiotics to get rid of it! I haven’t been eating and as a result of everything I’ve been super tired!! Its hard just to go to classes and get through the day without feeling like I need to take a very long nap!!!

~Also, I’ve been coaching 5th and 6th grade volleyball at my old grade school with another girl. Neither of us have any experience in coaching so its been a rough ride. This past weekend we had our only tournement of the season and for one of the games instead of playing everyone which we normally do, we played to win the game. I mean that seems kind of self explainitory but some of the mothers didn’t think so when they came up to us after the game and asked if their daughter should even show up for the last game of the tournement if she wasn’t going to play! That just really pissed me off to no end! Its a tournement and you try to win!!!!!! It even says that in the school sports handbook!! It just really pissed me off. Its not like her child is any good anyways and she misses tons of practices so why should we even consider playing her?? I don’t know. But being the  nice people we are, we played everyone in our next game and lost terribly to a team 10 times worse than we are. Which pissed me off but I’m on the verge of not even caring anymore because none of my players do. Its gonna be an interesting rest of the season…

~So recently I’ve been thinking about my past and I’ve finally come up with a conclusion about it that I should have come up with a really really long time ago!! Ok here it is… DON’T CARE! I know this may seem messed up but that’s ok. I realized that I can’t continue caring about the events and people that are have made my past what it is. If I cannot find them in my present, I should just not care. Which is why I’m in such a good mood right now!! I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from me. Don’t get me wrong I still care about what happened, and if I ever see some of those people again, I would ask them how they were and be poliet, but I will no longer dwell on them! This way I can spend more time in the present and looking towards my future.

~In other news, I’ve been back to school for three weeks now and I’ve already had roommate drama! Which is so weird because my roommate and I never had any problems last year. So here’s the story… My sister is now a freshman at St. Norberts and I was going to visit her the Friday before labor day because I wasn’t working and come back on saturday before I had to work. I informed my roommate of this just so she knew what my tentitive plans were. Well she takes it upon herself to invite herself along with me because we all have a mutual friend up there and another one of her friends was playing against St. Norberts for volleyball. I just went along with it because it wasn’t worth getting into it. But then plans changed and I ended up not going. My roommate got really pissed at me! WTF!?!?!?! She invited herself along with me to mooch off of my gas money and etc… so she acted all childish about it by going into my suitemate’s room and closing the door and being a bitch to me the rest of the night. I asked her if she was still going to go and she said that she didn’t have enough money for gas to make it up there. (note from here its about an hour and a half drive). But then that weekend she decides to go home (an hour drive from here), come back and go to Sheboygan (a half hour drive) to meet a "friend" aka her ex boyfriend who she wants to keep a secret that they are dating again, but everyone knows. Anyways then during that next week, she and one of my suitemates go to the Cheesecake Factory for dinner! An expensive dinner option if you ask me, and they didn’t even bother to invite me or our other suitemate. Then she went home the next weekend and this weekend again… Is it just me or is something not adding up here… It appears that the bitch DOES in fact have enough gas money to have drove her tiny little ass up to St. Norberts that weekend if she wanted too… hmmmmm… whatever, I’m pretty much over it. It was low of her but hey I didn’t end up supporting her need to use other people so I guess its all ok.

~Glee starts this week! I’m so pumped!!! I love that show! Its about the only one that I faithfully watch so its gonna be a good time. I hope that they have tons a great music on there this season! I also hope that they start covering some alternative music, though I think that is too much to ever hope for! They are portraying a show choir so I shouldn’t be surprised if they don’t, but I just can’t help feeling that they could totally pull off a Breaking Benjamin cover of Diary of Jane or something like that and it could totally fit into the show!!! Anyways everyone should be watching Glee on Tuesday on Fox at 7!!! 

~Well I think that I’ve officially fulfilled my homework break time and should get back to it!! 

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