Major venting…

~I pre apologize for the language

~So I’m really fucking pissed off right now. Like none other. I don’t even know what to do about it. And yes who is to blame? A FUCKING GUY! I’m beginning to think that all men should go to hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why oh why are they always complicating things? Why are they always causing so much pain? I don’t get it. I don’t think that i ever will. Yes I’m sick of being alone but at least this way I don’t always have to worry about getting hurt, and i wasn’t even intimate with this guy, he was only a friend, but sometimes I think that hurts more… God i’m just frustrated right now. I really wanted to talk to him but no that didn’t happen. God I don’t know why he was such an asshole tonight, but whatever its not like i can do anything about it. I’m just to the point where I could do some serious damage but I’ll restrain myself, plus leaving this world because of him would be a wasted excuse, he’s so not worth that honor, god such a fucking asshole…