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~So today is my birthday!! This is the one day of the year where I’m the most popular person on facebook!! Its when people contact you that you haven’t spoken to in months years maybe. But its nice to see how many people actually think about you on your birthday and take the time to write happy birthday on my wall 🙂 it makes me happy! Its makes it seem like i have a ton of friends!! 🙂

~Anyways so the guy i’ve mentioned before waited up and texted me at midnight today to be the first one to wish me a happy birthday! I was so happy!! No one’s ever done that for me before! oh man i’m hanging out with him tomorrow to do homework so i guess we’ll see where that goes. We are going to the public computer lab so its not selective or anything so thats good. Nothing too fast, that’s screwed me over before. So we’ll see! The weird thing is that every time i see him i like clam up, and thats not me. I’ve always been able to flirt with guys no matter what, guys i like guys i don’t like… its so weird!! I’m like all nervous and I really want to say something but I don’t know what to say but then I’ll text him after class and be just fine, all flirty and whatever! God what is wrong with me?!?!?!?

~Well I should be getting a head on some homework, espeically my research paper/project thingy. its about american prisons and criminals! I know just makes me want to jump right in!! lol <3