hmmm…

~So even though i am a little, ok a lot disheartened about not getting a response i haven’t got a flat out no yet so i guess i’m gonna keep trying until i get a flat out no. I guess there is still some hope there but idk. I talked to a couple of my friends and they suggested that maybe he didn’t notice that he had a message and maybe he didn’t or maybe he’s now waiting until tuesday the next day we have class together to talk to me, but part of me feels that his is all just vain hope, that i’m just thinking these things because that’s how bad i want them to be true, how bad i want what i thought was going to happen still might happen. At this point i really don’t know, but i guess hope for the best is all i can do right about now… I guess we’ll see what happens on tuesday. maybe i’ll actually talk to him in person and wait for him to tell me to fuck off before i actually do…