Start of Something New

~So I’m finally a college student. The first two weeks of classes are almost over. And it hasn’t been to bad yet. I’ve had homework but not anything too overwhelming yet. I really like my roommate and my suitemates are pretty cool too!! I’m just really happy that we all get alone cuz just imagine four girls living very close to each other even though there are only two in a room we all share common area aka where the food is so we would all see each other eventually and if we hated each other God only knows how that would end… But so far so good! We all are taking about 18 credits a piece so we are all pretty busy so we are all able to get homework done but still have a blast watching the game show network. I don’t think i’ve ever seen so many deal or no deal episods in my life 🙂 and we’ve only been here for two weeks!! 

~But on another note, i met this guy. His name is adam and he seems to be really into me, but there’s a catch. I’m just not into him… and maybe i’m not giving him a far chance but what i know about his so far is that he likes football especially the green bay packers, he love rap and he’s preppy which by themselves aren’t bad qualities except that i hate football and really can’t stand rap all that much… preppy is ok, but the thing is i’ve only known this guy for not even two weeks and we’ve hung out twice and on the second meeting he asks me if we are starting something, and i’m like i don’t know i don’t know anything about you. and he responds with "well what do you wanna know and i’m like i don’t know right now, you can’t just expect me to come up with questions to get to know you better. and so i don’t know, he seems kinda like all into himself and i just don’t think i’m gonna like him that much. But that’s ok, he hasn’t tried to get to know me that much better and it almost seemed like he wanted to like make-out last time we hung out and that’s just not something i do, well i would if i felt that i liked him right away, but i haven’t felt that yet so i just wasn’t gonna do that. Especially if i would have and then decided that i really didn’t like this guy i would have totally led him on which i don’t want to do cuz i’ve unintentionally done that before and its not fun telling a guy that he misread me… but i don’t know what to do, i think that i’m doing the right thing by not going anywhere with this guy but its really hard to turn down a guy when i haven’t been with one in 3 years…

~Well that’s pretty much if for now. <3 until next time!!