Roadside…

~Tell me what i’m suppose to do with all these left over feelings of you cuz i don’t know…

~Those are lyrics from rise against called roadside. they made me think of my ex eric… i think for a while i’ve still had feelings for him even though i haven’t seen him in months… its all very confusing. I wish that i could just stop thinking about him all the time and move on. Its not like i want to get back together with him its just sometimes i guess i just wish things would go back to the way they used to be and everyone was happy and there weren’t any problems and hate between… its been hard to leave that life behind but i don’t think any of us have a choice but to let go an move on…