the 2 of us

The 2 of us

 

lying in my bed, i think of you

that song goes through my head, the one we both knew

in each line lies another line full of sacred sound

but you’re outside where the companies dream and the money goes round

lying in my bed

watching my mistakes

i listen to the band they said that it could be the 2 of us

 

 

the snow might fall and write the lines on the silent page

but you’re outside making permanent love to the nuclear age

two sihouettes by the cash machine make a lovers dance

it’s a tango for the lonely wives of the business class

lying in my bed

watching my mistakes

i listen to the band

lying in my bed

with nothing much to say so i listen to the man

he said that it could be the 2 of us

 

 

i heard you call from across the city through the stereo sound

and so i crawled there sickeningly prettey as the money went round

lying in my head watching my mistakes

i listen to the band

and the drums beat in my head

pianos chime the sound in this prison of the house

and as the ilness comes again can you hear me through the rain

as i listen to the band

as i sing the silent song

mime each lonely word

please listen to the man he said that it could be the 2 of us

 

 

alone but not lonely, you and me

alone but loaded……

 

 

又是來自SUEDE的DOG MAN STAR

沒法子，實在太喜歡這碟

 

外遊回來，再次發現實在不喜歡離開

也許

我是一隻貓

不喜歡變化

 

無限感激亞浩的努力

只是，實在有不能出席的理由

想了又想

仍相信寧可自己背負對不起家計會的罪名

也不能對某些原則妥協

幸好這樣決擇

讓我感到我還算是個人

一個自己看得起自己的人

 

三年

這次的關口未免太大

 

 

<span style="font-family: Lucida

Calligraphy”>知道自己有種自毀的傾向

尤其是在最高峰的時候

也許我不能接受向下墮的感覺

或者

我只是在逃避

不過，肯定這次的決定不是源於這傾向

只是原則問題而已

 

 

如果世上有種叫正義的東西的話

它不是存在於空氣裡

不是在文字之間

不會在社會價值裡找到

只會在自己心裡

我想

 

 

又是尋找存在意義的時候

活

是為了甚麼？

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

在等待村上這陣子，再讀讀<<生命的奮進>>

自然，上次是為了做功課而讀

想想已是十年前的事了

這次才該算是第一次讀

會找到些甚麼

呢？

 

 

 

我是個奇怪的人

沒有特別之處

只是奇怪而已