10/12/05
Mom want’s me to move in with my father. She’s going to talk to him about it tonight. If you asked me before I met Jo if I wanted to move, you give me 10 mins, and my bags would be packed, and I’d be in the car. But, I don’t want to move, she promised me I didn’t have to move until I was out of high school. She promised. She’s going to break it and I’m going to have to move, and I’ll never see Tracey or Alex, or Courtney again. I probley won’t get to see Jo eaither. But I’d be able to be with Liz again. And I’ve wanted that for a little over a year. But I..I don’t know..It makes me sad thinking about it. I could never leave Courtney and Tracey. Gosh..they don’t even begin to compare with me and Liz’s friendship, but I love them like sisters, they’re like..my life here. I miss Liz so much..but..I don’t know. And then I’d probley not be able to see Jo anymore, and I’d have to move to anotehr school, which I hate doing, and It would be one of the biggest schools in Orlando that I’d have to go to.. Boone High School. My dad went there, and I just…gosh. This hurts. It hurts, that my mom would break a promise that she made with me. But why should I be suprised, she already has broken alot of them anyway.