7/18/05
Well, I’m here in good ol’ Florida. My old stomping grounds.. This place makes me really paraniod. I keep looking every which way, just in case I see my old friends, and they deside to welcome me back with a gun to my head. Hmm, fun fun fun! Well, anyway..I just thouht I’d say something. I had to get that off my cheast. And! I keep looking for Nicole, like, without even relizeing it, and thinking about her too. Does she miss me after all this time, and everthing that happened? Does she think about me, or even remember those times we had when we were kids? Does she remember when we were in the 5th grade when she was mega populer and she took me under her wing and helped me climb the elementry social ladder? I don’t know, I don’t even know if I should care. After everything she did, does she regret it? I don’t know, I just wonder if she does think about me and miss our times together as much as I do…but I know it wouldnt be the same even if we were friends. She’s all into drugs and has 19 billion boyfriends everyday. and I’ve only had 2 and I’m kinda nerdy and really strange and all that…and whatever, I just think about it, what happened if we stayed friends? Just, what would have happened?
You ask: What would’ve happened? I’m sure there are a series of things that would’ve happened had you all stayed friends. However, despite all these “What if…?” questions you keep tossing around, things happened the way they did for a reason. Curiosity’s a natural thing but don’t go thinking that perhaps things would’ve been better/worse if…! You know? Take care! Enjoy Florida. -Irma
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You said she’s all into drugs and everything… don’t you think she would’ve dragged you into it too? Or, rather, kept you in it or dragged you BACK into it, not sure what timeframe we’re talkin bout here… As for the 2 boyfriends thing, well, you’ve only gone out with people you truly cared about. Same here, that’s why I’ve only had 2 girlfriends. It’s the only way that makes sense to me… (C)
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And I certainly respect people who choose that way who they go out with more than people who go out with people because they “kinda like ’em” like SOME people I know… And I agree with Irma, remember the memories fine as it does ya, but try not to dwell on “what if”. It never leads anywhere good, and it keeps you in the past… better to ask that question about the present… *Less Than Three*
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She’s probably more similar to you than you realise. From my experience people who seem like they have really wild lives from a distance arn’t really like that when you get to know them.
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