7/2/05

Well…Ahem I went shopping today. And decided to go out on a limb. Instead of getting the conservite crap that I get.(t-shirts, nothing really that reveling, exept mabye one or two shirts.) I was like Alright! I am going to buy something I would never in my LIFE consider wearing. And hell. I found it. It’s black, and the sleaves go to my elbow. It’s kinda like a peseant shirt..(Like the 70s kind.) But…it’s really low cut..and I mean REALLY. I mean it’s not like breastville over here..but if I lean over your getting an eyefull. It looked way cute, so I bought it, and I got  olive green capri’s to go with it and some black flips. I have to say, for not being that girly I did a pretty good job. I mean it all matches! And I thought It would  look alright. The real reason I went is to find something that I could wear when Jo came. I suppose to knock the wind out of him? Hell, I have no idea. I suppose i’m trying to make up for my lack of Not-Looking-Like-Angelina-Jolie-ness. So when I got home I strighted out my hair..Which was fun! I only burnt myself TWENTY TIMES. Who in the hell would put themselves though that tourcher. I mean once a day!? Your going to ruin your hair. I swear anyway! I washed my face, kinda..made myself look what I would probley look like if he knocked on my door at this moment. So I riped off all the tags and such, and tryed it on. And I walked into my bathroon to look at myself and I was like "Holy shit" Well. Lets just say I needed like 3 safety pins. And I guess It’s not as low. but I scared myself. I actually look…well..Pretty. I can’t belive I said that. Really.. Well, if anything my cleavge will make up for any uglyness Jo might encounter on my face, and were ever else! *cough*.  Anyway. I guess I’ll wear this. I showed mom and she’s like "Wear something under it. or something. I don’t want to see that!" Well, I was consitering going outside and seeing how many of those Mexican’s look at me and judge weather I should wear it or not. *giggles* Haha! That is such a good idea. But I dunno maybe I’ll just pin it up a little but more..or something..that might be better..maybe.. (Oh and I forogt. Jo lives in Texas, and I live in Arkansas. YES, I know..Liveing far away  never works out. Ha! I’m going to prove you wrong..)

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July 2, 2005

Good luck with the outfit. You want long-distance? I live in SOUTH Texas and my boyfriend lives in Maryland. -Irma

July 2, 2005

RYN: Yes, I’m grounded! How lame is that? And my parents tell me to do what I want & go where I want. However, they mean that as in, “Do what I say. If what you want happens to coincide with what I think, then great. If not…forget it!” That’s just the way things run in this household. I hate it! Can’t wait to get out. I will. One day, I’ll break free. -Irma

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