I’d run from here if you’d promise to come with me

I’m trapped in two different worlds

and yet neither one belongs to me.

I used to feel as though I at least belonged to one of them

but lately I feel as though that isn’t true either.

I’m left empty and searching for something new.

A new face to challenge the familiar.

A beautiful soul to awaken my own.

A mind worth delving into… getting lost in… and finding my way back out.

But no one seems to care…

And I could walk away from both realms without a single hand trying to stop me.

I’d give it all to some of them…

They’d give me nothing in return.

And yet I can’t leave, because they are all I have…

Even if it is next to nothing.

I’m longing for the chance at reinvention.

A new life.

A new love.

A new self.

How long will I stay trapped before the empty road looks better than the hollow home?

this. all of this. i sadly relate to all of this and beyond. its really absurd how alike i find i am in relation to you if only we met in person anyways good luck trying to find said road i’m afraid mine is winding and always leading to a ****ing cliff.. maybe i should just jump already

My Many Masks

April 27, 2011

I swear, i just urg i want your writing talent :p did you take classes to write this beautifully or is this all natural? Years can pass by like its nothing huh.. Yea, i tend to be, its kinda a bad thing though, cuz i can be very rash, and also, sometimes its best to not get involved. Psshhhhhh, troubles my middle name 🙂 well its michael, but troubles my adopted name :p

on the plus side at least the comfort of a good corner ..nevermind i dont know where i was going with that i feel as though i was going to write ten thousand things to you but then i forgot them all

May 3, 2011

Well its better than these voices i would bet, but then again, ive never had your thoughts lol. eh.. its sucking again. shes so flip flop. last night she put pics of her boobs and stomach on a site, now has a pick of guys, and also wrote about her not being able to love a guy and alot of stuff that really just makes me want to leave. so ima call her in a few minutes and say “hey, i need to jus

t need to see other people. no fooling around between us either kay?”. in all honesty, as much as i love her, i cant just keep this up. i have to get out from udner her again, because shes doing the pull in then crush move again. ohand i have an idea :p how i wanna se eyour guitar skills :p so could you like make a video on youtube for me? 🙂 you dont have to or anything, and id make you 1 too

lol, but yea, sorry im chatty today :p